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Is Anyone Experiencing A Lot Of Heavy Burdens ? I Am


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We all go through this at some time in our lives we are allowed to grieve as its part of the Humen Nature. I can only speak from my personal experiances i also questioned god but i have learnt to give what i am feeling over to god other wise if i focused on what was going on i would be a nerves wreck .

my father in law had a kind heart was well respected in the community he had settled in every one that knew him had a kind word to say and would go out their way to help my father in law and my wife what hurt is he had gotten cancer it began to spread and my mother in law and wife and her sister in law and my eldest niece all took turns looking after him i could see what he was having to deal with as the cancer began to spread his right leg was swollen and the Medicen i was buying sort of helped when i first met him for his age at 61 he was very fit worked in the family rice field most of his life on my second trip i saw a fit man wondering what he had done wrong all the family are Christians i felt hope less as i could not talk to him in his language i guess he felt the same as my mother in law and wife had to translate what he wanted to say to me and vise versa

cut story short i was in the kitchen praying while the family were looking after him when he began to call for family members and brothers i knew something was wrong he passed away on the 24 feb at 8pm i was in the kitchen from 4 pm praying asking god to give him the peace he needs also asked god to heal him as he was the bread earner

he died peace full but i could see it in my wifes eyes and mother in laws eyes i rebuked one person they said he had no faith and did not believe that really got to me the nerve to say this while the family were grieving all i could do is comfort my wife i helped with the funeral cost and food for the week as filipinos do things diffrent his coffin was next to our room

i am know seen as the bread winner for the family and i can see where god continues to give me the strength to face what the world throws at me and every day i thank him for the peace i feel

draw close to god and let god be god no matter what is going on around us no matter what the world throws at you

I asked God to take my Dad in pancreatic cancer.... He did! Now I have one more benefit in Heaven beside seeing My Lord

Who answered my prayer with kindness but also my dad who is kept there by that very same kindness :) ... Love, Steven

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We all go through this at some time in our lives we are allowed to grieve as its part of the Humen Nature. I can only speak from my personal experiances i also questioned god but i have learnt to give what i am feeling over to god other wise if i focused on what was going on i would be a nerves wreck .

my father in law had a kind heart was well respected in the community he had settled in every one that knew him had a kind word to say and would go out their way to help my father in law and my wife what hurt is he had gotten cancer it began to spread and my mother in law and wife and her sister in law and my eldest niece all took turns looking after him i could see what he was having to deal with as the cancer began to spread his right leg was swollen and the Medicen i was buying sort of helped when i first met him for his age at 61 he was very fit worked in the family rice field most of his life on my second trip i saw a fit man wondering what he had done wrong all the family are Christians i felt hope less as i could not talk to him in his language i guess he felt the same as my mother in law and wife had to translate what he wanted to say to me and vise versa

cut story short i was in the kitchen praying while the family were looking after him when he began to call for family members and brothers i knew something was wrong he passed away on the 24 feb at 8pm i was in the kitchen from 4 pm praying asking god to give him the peace he needs also asked god to heal him as he was the bread earner

he died peace full but i could see it in my wifes eyes and mother in laws eyes i rebuked one person they said he had no faith and did not believe that really got to me the nerve to say this while the family were grieving all i could do is comfort my wife i helped with the funeral cost and food for the week as filipinos do things diffrent his coffin was next to our room

i am know seen as the bread winner for the family and i can see where god continues to give me the strength to face what the world throws at me and every day i thank him for the peace i feel

draw close to god and let god be god no matter what is going on around us no matter what the world throws at you

I asked God to take my Dad in pancreatic cancer.... He did! Now I have one more benefit in Heaven beside seeing My Lord

Who answered my prayer with kindness but also my dad who is kept there by that very same kindness :) ... Love, Steven

that is so true i had that peace that he was in heaven with the lord and as the family were able to grieve god also was able to show my mother in law and wife as i continued to pray for the family :)

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We all go through this at some time in our lives we are allowed to grieve as its part of the Humen Nature. I can only speak from my personal experiances i also questioned god but i have learnt to give what i am feeling over to god other wise if i focused on what was going on i would be a nerves wreck .

my father in law had a kind heart was well respected in the community he had settled in every one that knew him had a kind word to say and would go out their way to help my father in law and my wife what hurt is he had gotten cancer it began to spread and my mother in law and wife and her sister in law and my eldest niece all took turns looking after him i could see what he was having to deal with as the cancer began to spread his right leg was swollen and the Medicen i was buying sort of helped when i first met him for his age at 61 he was very fit worked in the family rice field most of his life on my second trip i saw a fit man wondering what he had done wrong all the family are Christians i felt hope less as i could not talk to him in his language i guess he felt the same as my mother in law and wife had to translate what he wanted to say to me and vise versa

cut story short i was in the kitchen praying while the family were looking after him when he began to call for family members and brothers i knew something was wrong he passed away on the 24 feb at 8pm i was in the kitchen from 4 pm praying asking god to give him the peace he needs also asked god to heal him as he was the bread earner

he died peace full but i could see it in my wifes eyes and mother in laws eyes i rebuked one person they said he had no faith and did not believe that really got to me the nerve to say this while the family were grieving all i could do is comfort my wife i helped with the funeral cost and food for the week as filipinos do things diffrent his coffin was next to our room

i am know seen as the bread winner for the family and i can see where god continues to give me the strength to face what the world throws at me and every day i thank him for the peace i feel

draw close to god and let god be god no matter what is going on around us no matter what the world throws at you

I asked God to take my Dad in pancreatic cancer.... He did! Now I have one more benefit in Heaven beside seeing My Lord

Who answered my prayer with kindness but also my dad who is kept there by that very same kindness :) ... Love, Steven

that is so true i had that peace that he was in heaven with the lord and as the family were able to grieve god also was able to show my mother in law and wife as i continued to pray for the family :)

:amen: It bonds our heart even more to The Love of God these sufferings He walks us through... Love, Steven
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We all go through this at some time in our lives we are allowed to grieve as its part of the Humen Nature. I can only speak from my personal experiances i also questioned god but i have learnt to give what i am feeling over to god other wise if i focused on what was going on i would be a nerves wreck .

my father in law had a kind heart was well respected in the community he had settled in every one that knew him had a kind word to say and would go out their way to help my father in law and my wife what hurt is he had gotten cancer it began to spread and my mother in law and wife and her sister in law and my eldest niece all took turns looking after him i could see what he was having to deal with as the cancer began to spread his right leg was swollen and the Medicen i was buying sort of helped when i first met him for his age at 61 he was very fit worked in the family rice field most of his life on my second trip i saw a fit man wondering what he had done wrong all the family are Christians i felt hope less as i could not talk to him in his language i guess he felt the same as my mother in law and wife had to translate what he wanted to say to me and vise versa

cut story short i was in the kitchen praying while the family were looking after him when he began to call for family members and brothers i knew something was wrong he passed away on the 24 feb at 8pm i was in the kitchen from 4 pm praying asking god to give him the peace he needs also asked god to heal him as he was the bread earner

he died peace full but i could see it in my wifes eyes and mother in laws eyes i rebuked one person they said he had no faith and did not believe that really got to me the nerve to say this while the family were grieving all i could do is comfort my wife i helped with the funeral cost and food for the week as filipinos do things diffrent his coffin was next to our room

i am know seen as the bread winner for the family and i can see where god continues to give me the strength to face what the world throws at me and every day i thank him for the peace i feel

draw close to god and let god be god no matter what is going on around us no matter what the world throws at you

I asked God to take my Dad in pancreatic cancer.... He did! Now I have one more benefit in Heaven beside seeing My Lord

Who answered my prayer with kindness but also my dad who is kept there by that very same kindness :) ... Love, Steven

that is so true i had that peace that he was in heaven with the lord and as the family were able to grieve god also was able to show my mother in law and wife as i continued to pray for the family :)

:amen: It bonds our heart even more to The Love of God these sufferings He walks us through... Love, Steven

amen he does this for a reason not to punish us or antagonise us if we can just step aside and let god be god instead of allowing the flesh to take over we will be able to understand why he loves us so much and only wants the best for us put your self in his shoes seeing his son go through what he endured before being nailed to that cross would have been hard for any father to endure god could have stepped in but their is a reason to why he did not step in

when we see a family member suffering its normal to react the way we react and the enemy can use this to his advantage god wants us to trust him

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We all go through this at some time in our lives we are allowed to grieve as its part of the Humen Nature. I can only speak from my personal experiances i also questioned god but i have learnt to give what i am feeling over to god other wise if i focused on what was going on i would be a nerves wreck .

my father in law had a kind heart was well respected in the community he had settled in every one that knew him had a kind word to say and would go out their way to help my father in law and my wife what hurt is he had gotten cancer it began to spread and my mother in law and wife and her sister in law and my eldest niece all took turns looking after him i could see what he was having to deal with as the cancer began to spread his right leg was swollen and the Medicen i was buying sort of helped when i first met him for his age at 61 he was very fit worked in the family rice field most of his life on my second trip i saw a fit man wondering what he had done wrong all the family are Christians i felt hope less as i could not talk to him in his language i guess he felt the same as my mother in law and wife had to translate what he wanted to say to me and vise versa

cut story short i was in the kitchen praying while the family were looking after him when he began to call for family members and brothers i knew something was wrong he passed away on the 24 feb at 8pm i was in the kitchen from 4 pm praying asking god to give him the peace he needs also asked god to heal him as he was the bread earner

he died peace full but i could see it in my wifes eyes and mother in laws eyes i rebuked one person they said he had no faith and did not believe that really got to me the nerve to say this while the family were grieving all i could do is comfort my wife i helped with the funeral cost and food for the week as filipinos do things diffrent his coffin was next to our room

i am know seen as the bread winner for the family and i can see where god continues to give me the strength to face what the world throws at me and every day i thank him for the peace i feel

draw close to god and let god be god no matter what is going on around us no matter what the world throws at you

I asked God to take my Dad in pancreatic cancer.... He did! Now I have one more benefit in Heaven beside seeing My Lord

Who answered my prayer with kindness but also my dad who is kept there by that very same kindness :) ... Love, Steven

that is so true i had that peace that he was in heaven with the lord and as the family were able to grieve god also was able to show my mother in law and wife as i continued to pray for the family :)

:amen: It bonds our heart even more to The Love of God these sufferings He walks us through... Love, Steven

amen he does this for a reason not to punish us or antagonise us if we can just step aside and let god be god instead of allowing the flesh to take over we will be able to understand why he loves us so much and only wants the best for us put your self in his shoes seeing his son go through what he endured before being nailed to that cross would have been hard for any father to endure god could have stepped in but their is a reason to why he did not step in Had not the perfect Man offered that life up we would not have it for a covering over our imperfect one.... You are right the greatest example of Love was the Deity yielded unto itself to bring about righteousness for the unrighteous... Certainly The Father gave His all

to us when He gave His Son for us... what grieves me daily is giving Him a pure I love you back by a perfect obedience but then I realize it is the blood of My Lord that I wear as His

Spirit within brings me into that perfection ... I simply rejoice in my Lord's Love for me!

when we see a family member suffering its normal to react the way we react and the enemy can use this to his advantage god wants us to trust him

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