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Posted 26 February 2013 - 12:08 AM
Today is the first time in the three years since my father has died that I wish he was still alive.
Just to give a brief background of my father. He was an alcoholic, a wife beater, a mentally emotionally physically and sexually abuser. Not only to my older sister and I but to my little sister which he made bring other girls home. I have not seen my little sister since she was 11 years old which is now 25. Hoping one day I will see her.
So needless to say you could imagine what kind of a person I turned out to be or I should have been. I grew up with festered hate anger resentment bitterness and unable to love my self let alone my husband
after some long years the holy spirit removed all those negative feeling april 29 2012 at a ladies retreat. But that was just the start of my healing. Can't tell you how or when or that I even understand why I feel this way. But I can say its only a living God That can do something like this for a person like me. I must share that it has been just last week I had a dream of father and I wasn't afraid of him. Which all my life I grew up terrified of him. And since I was the one strong enough to testify to what he had done and put him in jail. I lived in more fear. Needless to say I was sick in body and mind for almost 20 years.
Which God heal me of. Which is another story. Be encourage my sister and brother afar. That God is able to heal. But we our selves must learn to forgive. Let go and let God do for your life. You won't regret it. Be bless
Posted 26 February 2013 - 12:40 AM
Posted 26 February 2013 - 09:31 AM
I can hear such strength, courage and Love given to you by God and Him Alone...
Whew...Lord...Wrap Ms. Roxx so totally in Your Love...and Purpose
I Pray she will be used to change many lives...as they come out of darkness into Your Marvelous Light...Glory
In The Name of Jesus...
Love to you In Him
Hugs and Hugs and Hugs
Posted 26 February 2013 - 10:51 PM
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Posted 27 February 2013 - 08:21 AM
Posted 27 February 2013 - 09:55 AM
I too have had bitterness and resentment towards my mother, but now I am her best care giver and I believe God made me the kind of man I am today because of my situation at home.