My neighbor committed suicide
She was in terrible illness but her husband did not took care of she,so she committed suicide.
This is the second time I were so close to the death,the 1st one is my grandmother, but she was 90 years’ old and gone in peace, but this one , suicide!!! hung herself!!!
I am very afraid ,and had a nightmare, she became a zombie and tried to kill me
I know it does not please GOD ,but I can not control the dream .but actually, I do not believe that the zombie is exist.
This is not the issue ,what I want to talk is:I really feel warm in Christian Community ,and the intimate relationship with GOD give me the strongest strength in my life.