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  1. Hey guys, I need prayer. I won't go into deep details but I've been feeling anxiety and extreme paranoia. I'm not sure if its the new meds I've been taking ( wont say what im taking them for) or if its just me. Its just everything (especially random LITTLE things) are just making me super paranoid. Please pray that I find out whats causing this, if its me or these new meds im taking and please pray for protection. Gbu all
  2. I asked for prayer on the forum several days ago after an attack of negative thoughts about my life. I asked members on Worthy to pray for God to guide me on what was best. I think the answer came in the form of an idea: Try limiting online time to one hour per day. Even though I feel like a somewhat responsible person, I've always been easily overwhelmed. To be fair, I think working full time and keeping a place clean could be challenging for anyone. But I always used to wonder how my mom could work full time with two kids and still manage to keep the house clean all the time. The answer seems obvious now. She didn't grow up with the internet. She always finds time to do so many more things in different areas of her life because she doesn't spend as much time online as I did. For years, the internet has been my default activity, ever since high school. I never thought of it as excessive before because I didn't fit the bill for "internet addiction" when I searched it. Also, I maintained good grades and friends. But looking back, I think I got overwhelmed at times without realizing that I spent too much time online. For me, the internet sucks me in and makes hours go by like nothing else. So, two days before Thanksgiving, I started my experiment. At first, I didn't notice a difference because I was overwhelmed by Christmas shopping. But in the last few days, I've seen some major changes. For one, it feels like an endless amount of extra time. Knowing I can't spend hours online, I actually only spent about ten minutes checking things the last few days. Also, instead of being totally absorbed in different sites, I end up doing different positive things throughout the day. I've had off work the last few days. Usually, I'd spend most of the time online and procrastinate on chores. Miracle of miracles, I did chores I'd been meaning to do for two months. Instead of listening to a sermon online, I read the book of Hebrews in silence, having a sweet prayer time afterward. I've had an easier time getting myself to cook our groceries. My husband helped me download a favorite book in an audio version so I can listen to it. It's nice to listen to an actual novel again. I have an easier time sleeping. I'd like to exercise in the morning, hopefully that will improve too. I'm keeping a journal of all the changes so far. It's been a long time since I actually wrote in a journal with ink and paper. I'm liking the results of this experiment and don't really feel a need to go back to spending hours online at a time so far.
  3. may God bring healing to your mom's eye, and bless your grandmother health and salvation
  4. Yes, Melinda12 - my husband and I rejoice whenever we hear, sing along to, join in with, meditate on the words of the wonderful hymns we have at our disposal to sing anywhere, anytime. We love hymns more than any other song, as they evoke a deep sense of the presence of the Lord and tears roll down as we remember the price He paid for us at Calvary and how we want to remember and talk with Him every day... these songs given to saints by the Lord are definitely special.
  5. Why spend time each day alone with God in prayer, in worship and in His word? Matt 6:6 But you, when you pray, go into your closet, and when you have shut your door, pray to your Father who is in the secret place; and your Father who sees in secret will reward you. Ps 31:20 You shall hide them in the secret place of Your presence... Isa 26:9 ...Yes, by my spirit (my heart) within me I will seek You early... When I get alone with God, quiet my thoughts, insure with my heart I’m in God’s presence, and can hear His voice, and can receive His words and His understanding of them; then: -I am always at peace and made genuinely happy, because I’m currently in Christ. -I receive such light from Him to see my life clearly, and power to do what is right. -My heart gets filled up again with His love for me, and for others, and mine for Him. -It is so much easier to say sorry or to forgive others, worry and pride evaporate. -My faith in God and His goodness is re-energized; I know He’s taking care of me. -I become increasingly interested in others and want them to really know Him. -I’m not preoccupied with my own will; I delight to do the will of my heavenly Father. When I don’t get alone with God, due to laziness, muddled thinking, disobedience, work, people, distractions, other commitments, or unresolved sin – God gets crowded out; then: -I seem less able to overcome the daily opportunities to give in to things like resentment, irritation, un-forgiveness, worry and pride. -I have a growing inner sense of guilt and condemnation. My conscience, the voice of my spirit, if it’s tender, condemns me, causing me to feel guilty. -Because I secretly don’t feel good about myself I find I tend to lash out in anger at others more quickly, and blame them for my mounting problems. -With a dark cloud over my soul I can’t help seeing circumstances and people increasingly in a more negative light. I’m more prone to feel sorry for myself. -I have a sense of being driven (not knowing by what) to indulge my favorite appetites to try and make me feel better – but it really doesn’t work I just get more deeply entrapped in bad habits, with a deeper sense of shame. I lack God’s power. Of course I have all kinds of mental explanations for these things – but with reduced or no spiritual light I simply can’t see that the world, my flesh and the devil are having increased influence over me and I’m less able to defend myself against them. And my desire for God and my confidence in Him diminishes. I’ll even think He’s to blame. Isaiah 5:13 Therefore My people are gone into captivity because they have no (new revealed) knowledge (of Me)...they are famished and parched with thirst. Prov. 29:18 Where there is no (new daily) revelation of God (to our spirits from His word by His Spirit) the people cast off restraint (cannot control their own desires). How to start your day with God Jer 29:13 You will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart. Ps 63:1 O God, You are my God; Early will I seek You... Isa 26:9 ...Yes, by my spirit within me I will seek You early... 1. Obedience (a) Are you right with God, walking in total forgiveness and without care? (b) Did you go to bed last night when God wanted you to? (c) Did you get up this morning when God wanted you to? (d) Won’t you start your day obeying God and therefore in righteousness? Rom 6:16 ...Either of sin, which results in death (to God), or of obedience, which results in righteousness with God. 2. Priorities Is God your first priority today and will you give Him the pre-eminence over everything and everyone else starting with your early morning time? Col 1:13-18 He has delivered me from the power of darkness and conveyed me into the kingdom of the Son of His love...All things (me included) were created by Him and for Him...that in all things He may have the preeminence. 3. Prayer Matt 6:6 When you pray, go away by yourself, all alone, shut your door, (physically and spiritually) and pray to your Father who is in the secret Place (your spirit); and your Father who sees in secret will reward you. (a) Do you start your day with prayer to your heavenly Father? (b) Is it silent or spoken out loud and delighting angels and driving demons away? (c) Do you thank God for a good night’s sleep? (d) Do you thank God for awakening you alive, and alive to Him and dead to you? (e) Do you tell Him that you want to follow Him today, that you will deny yourself and take up your cross, meaning you believe your old nature was crucified with Christ, the body of your sin has been done away with, you no longer serve sin? (f) Do you present your body to Him as a living sacrifice and as an instrument of His righteousness, because it belongs to Him and is available for His use? (g) Do you ask Him to fill you, to lead you, to water you, to teach you, to conform you, to keep you and to use you, moment by moment, with and by His Spirit, not into temptation but to deliver you from the wicked one? Do you believe He will? (h) Do you ask Him to give you the daily bread of His living word and to renew your inner man with the fresh revealed knowledge of Himself? And expect it? (i) Do you ask Him to cause you to hear His lovingkindness (words) because you trust Him, to cause you to know the way in which you should walk, because you lift up your soul (will) to Him and to cause you to walk in His statutes and to keep His judgments and do them – exactly according to Psa 143:8 and Ezek 36:27? (j) Do you affirm that it is His kingdom in which, and His power by which, you live, it is to His glory for all He is making you and doing through you – in Jesus name? 4. Worship John 4:24 God is Spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit (from the heart, not the head) and truth (for real, not mechanically). (a) Do you sincerely, ignoring feelings, take time to tell God how much you love Him for who He is and how grateful you are for all He has done and is doing for you? (b) Do you tell Him you worship and adore Him, that you bow your knee before Him and are ready to burst into songs of praise about Him, as you lift up your holy hands in awe of Him, because He alone is worthy to receive honor and glory. For He is your God , your savior, your redeemer, your sanctifier, your life, your king and your Lord? (c) Do you bless Him, and ask that He be glorified through you and His Church today? 5. Feeding Isa 50:4 Morning by morning...He awakens my (spiritual) ear to hear... Prov 6:22 ...When you awake, they (My words) will speak with you. Col 3:10 ...The new man (spirit) is renewed in knowledge (God’s word, transforming him) into the image of Him (Jesus Christ) who created him.. (a) Having asked Him, believingly, for your daily bread how do you now receive it? Reading slowly the next Chapter or one given to you, in the Bible, or an inspired devotional for a given day, or a segment of a truth paper you’ve been drawn to? Or receiving a specific chapter and verse from God and then looking it up? (b) What do you then do? i - Do you ponder the verse or portion of it that is speaking to you? ii - Ask for God to reveal what He wants you to understand by it? iii - Make confession of a revealed sin, pray a revealed truth, intercede for a person He identifies, and give Him thanks for a wonderful revelation. Ps 119:18 Open my eyes, that I may see Wondrous things from Your law. iv- Ask Him for counsel on people and issues upcoming for today? v- Write down on a scratch pad or journal what you’ve received? vi - Insure that God has nothing more for you before you move on? vii - Keep thinking on, believing and acting on what God has said? viii - Plan later to review your notes and then file them by subject in folders? 6. Habits Do you start your day with God this way? All the men and women God greatly used started every day this way. They all found that this was the key to being able to live in Christ all through the day and being enabled by God to overcome whatever challenges the day may have brought, staying at peace, full of joy and the Holy Spirit. If you are not doing this or something like this; and your heart is already saying to you that you should, then why not decide this moment to start. Begin tomorrow morning using this as a guideline and refuse to waiver. Get up early enough (going to bed early enough) to do this well before any commitments for the day. This is of God and He will bless and enable you to do it. When we stick with something, what could be more wonderful than this, for about 30 days, a good habit is now formed. Prov 8:17 I love them that love Me; and those that seek Me early shall find Me. KJV Be Blessed!
  6. Ephesians 6:10-18 King James Version (KJV) 10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. 11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. 12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. 14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; 15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; 16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. 17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: 18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;
  7. Newbie here. I don't even know what to say right now but looking forward to interacting with all of you.
  8. One of my favorite passages. I like to ponder what this means from time to time to remind myself that our war is not with the people, but with the forces behind their ways.
  9. Hi QueenKaylay Lately I have noticed I am under attack in these areas myself, and I am not on any medication except for reflux, although it may be your meds; I don't know. For me, I have found a way to fight it. This is what I do: I begin to praise Jesus, worshipping Him and thanking Him for my salvation, His death and resurrection on the cross and all the blessings I have known because he saved a wretch like me. As you begin to praise Him, He leads you into further worship and prayer and the devil has no opportunity any more. You are loved, sister, and prayed for.
  10. Hi turtletwo This is one of my favourites, too ... I think it was written by Fanny Crosby, who was blind and I think lived until 95 years of age. I also love "It is well with my soul" and "When I survey the wondrous cross".
  11. Lord touch Kaylay. We know anxiety is not from you and we know you are a God of peace. Give her peace and help her to feel your presence. In Jesus’ Name I pray, Amen
  12. Hi, so sorry to hear of your loss, ...I have lost all of my family, my parents and grandparents died over 40 years ago and also the only woman I have ever given my heart to, so I know and understand your grief of losing someone you love, ...some time ago the Lord showed me that since man is made in the image of God and God is Love, the love we have for someone is eternal, it will never die, since man was created to live forever God didn't give him a folder to classify grief in so that we can put it on a shelf somewhere and leave it behind, for that reason man will try to stop loving the person because they are no longer present to stop the knots in their stomach and the pain and grief in their heart, ...that's not the answer, we will always love them, the only thing that has ended is our current relationship with them, that is what we must let go of, it IS possible to go on with life and still love the ones we have lost, ...if they are IN Christ then Paul tells us we have a Hope that will not disappoint, there will be a reunion in the not so distant future! Beloved, Hebrews 2:15 tells us we have been delivered from the bondage of death, ...the enemy tries to scare us with his roaring, but we don't have to listen to him, ...rest assured, Scripture tells us Ps 116:15, Heb 13:15, when and if you have to walk through the valley of the shadow of death your loving merciful Lord Jesus will supply you with His Grace to bring you joyfully through that door (that's all it is, ...just a door and we know what is waiting for us on the other side). I once heard a Bible Teacher explain it this way to his children, "Children, we are driving on a two lane road, in the distance we see a large truck and trailer speeding straight towards us, the closer it is the more it looks like it will hit us, but when it finally passes us in the other lane the only thing that touched us was it's shadow and we'll continue on on our journey safe and sound." Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. May the Lord bless you and comfort you during this time of sorrow and may His Peace that goes far beyond any human understanding or comprehension give rest and sleep to your grieving soul, ...Abba, Father, I know you have overheard this conversation, please hold your child in your loving arms. Amen
  13. what i have done is research the meds i was taking. if i noticed a trend or others similar i would make a decision about the meds. but not knowing your situation i cant sit here and tell you what to do. some things take awhile to adjust and then the symptomes go awway.
  14. Praying for you, @QueenKaylay!
  15. @Melinda12 Thank you for this uplifting thread! I love the hymns so it is a blessing to see them as a topic here. I agree with my brethren that they hold wonderful theological truths. For example: In the following hymn "My hope is built on nothing less"- In verse 1 is Salvation: "Much more then, having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from the wrath of God through Him." (Romans 5:9) In verse 4 The Return of Christ: "It will happen in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised imperishable, and we shall be changed."(1 Corinthians 15:52) 1 My hope is built on nothing less than Jesus' blood and righteousness; I dare not trust the sweetest frame, but wholly lean on Jesus' name. On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand; all other ground is sinking sand. 2 When darkness veils His lovely face, I rest on His unchanging grace; in ev'ry high and stormy gale my anchor holds within the veil. On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand; 3 His oath, His covenant, His blood support me in the 'whelming flood; when all around my soul gives way He then is all my hope and stay. On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand; all other ground is sinking sand. 4 When He shall come with trumpet sound, O may I then in Him be found, dressed in His righteousness alone, faultless to stand before the throne. On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand; all other ground is sinking sand.
  16. Please pray for my mom who poked herself in the eye accidentally. Please also pray for my Grandma's good health and salvation. Thanks
  17. I am having a bad backache. Please pray it goes away. Thanks.
  18. Friends on 25th, Nov, in Ayodha , there is a Dharam Sansad( Hindu Religious Parliament) where 2 lakhs of hardcore hindu's will gather( Hindu politician, Hindu religious leaders, Hindu Priest Hindu Baba & Hindu sadhus). 1992, this same gathering happened and the climbed and destroyed the Babri Masjid, a muslim mosque. The case is still pending in supreme court after 25yrs. These gatherings is demanding a grand temple of Lord Ram in Ayodha, in place of Babri Masjid mosque, saying , Lord Ram was born there and Hindu's are majority, they also want India to be declared a hindu nation. Can you agree and pray that God control these gatherings, let these all people know Lord Jesus and try to live in peace in others. God bless!
  19. OH , oh dear , I don't think some of us are seeing the Bigger picture as to what is really behind this . But due to what I seen rome do and now this also and what others are doing too. How much ya bet , this is really about a creation of a more inclusive BIBLE getting made . Bet its gonna be rainbow friendly too . And I aint talking about GODS RAINBOW. Folks they just getting folks ready for what they will be doing soon enough . A bible that is inclusive to all , well, CEPT TRUTH .
  20. I agree totally with what Selah is saying.... so many prophesies in the OT point directly to Jesus. But the best identification came after Jesus' death and resurrection, when he was actually seen ALIVE by his disciples and many others!
  21. YET IT IS JESUS . please tell me , you don't think a savoir is coming to bring about world peace . The savoir already came nigh two thousand years ago . WHEN HE comes again , it will be for his church and to lay down wrath against this so called savoir. The one coming to establish world peace , he just plays as god . JESUS will end that one and his kings and all who bought the lie .
  22. No. The revealing of the beast precedes the day of the Lord and the gathering. The church is withholding nothing.
  23. Romans 16:17-18 I appeal to you, brothers, to watch out for those who cause divisions and create obstacles contrary to the doctrine that you have been taught; avoid them. For such persons do not serve our Lord Christ, but their own appetites, and by smooth talk and flattery they deceive the hearts of the naive.
  24. PS If you look at my original post, I began by expressing my shock and dismay, and then asked a question about if Justin Welby was right. The start of my thread here was to ask more mature Christians than myself if I had misunderstood God and gender. However, even if it had purely been to draw attention to the words of a man who is head of 85 million people, to warn them of his teaching error, that is not wrong. We are required to protect the flock and warn of wolves. His words have been in all the papers, on TV etc in the UK. And he knew that that would happen. Scarcely a private matter. I am still unsure about why you are taking the view that I revealed something private. Or that his getting a public rebuke is somehow bad, given the public nature of his broadcast. We are not talking about something said at a private dinner party, for example.I hope he is shamed and taught his error, and will publicly backtrack. Just because he is Archbishop of Canterbury doesnt put him above censure, in fact, given the huge sway he has over his huge flock, he is even more responsible for correct teaching.
  25. Thanks Mel...good encouragement for us all.
  26. So I guess a few days ago this young man I grew up knowing and cared about deeply he felt like family died. The family started letting people know the night before and yesterday. It was very devastating news I really don't even know any more details other then he died. I guess you just never know I want to think that I am ready when I go to meet God. I know your not suppose to fear death but sometimes the thought does cross my mind when will it be my time. He was only like 34 years old he left behind a wife and son and many family and friends who are broken-hearted. So my sister moved away and lives 2 hours away and had to work Thanksgiving last year and this year so we started something new where we go to golden corral and do take out the day of Thanksgiving and then do our big traditional meal the day she can come. So yesterday we went but it was packed out the door and the line was not moving so we decided to go home and cook. Everyone got in the kitchen and we worked together to bring it all together. Yes, I received some very bad news but Thanksgiving by far is my favorite holiday I have so many things to grateful and Thankful for. No, this coming week will not be easy going to this funeral and all. But I still have God and He loves me I am going to make the best of this holiday season come what may. I feel that is what Caleb would want me to do. He was such a kind generous young man I loved him dearly he will be dearly missed.
  27. there will never be a gay gene discovered. its not genetic. Lust is a spirit, a spiritual issue, an issue of the heart. if you look at a woman lustfully you have committed adultery in your heart... adultery without committing the act??? yes... lust whether homosexual lust or heterosexual lust is dirtying up Gods temple, dirtying up your heart, The Book says purify your heart. Its cheating on God who is our husband in Spirit. bride/bridegroom. betrothed forever. i really like how MaryJane said it: "Regardless of the cause of homosexuality, it is still sin to practice homosexuality. Sex between anyone except a man and woman in marriage is a sin. Full stop. No negotiation." ******* anything outside of this even just a lustful look is cheating on God. its spiritual adultery... its idolatry. its the lust of the eyes and lust of the flesh... and why stop there just have a gay pride of life parade. (1 John 2:16) besides all that, God made us and what God makes is good, so how then would there be a gay gene? never ever never will there be a gay gene, any study that says it is is a lie. (full stop. No truth) LoL, i really liked that full stop part Maryjane.
  28. Hello again , can you please wait with posting topics as this is the welcome section only to introduce yourself to everybody? After 3 posts you may post at different places in the forum ( outside the welcome section )
  29. Hi Apostle, welcome to Worthy and it's our prayer that whatever it is that you seek, that the answers are all found in Jesus, Amen.
  30. Hi Pencil24 I thought this response from JustPassingThru was a wonderful prayer to our Lord for you. I stand in agreement with this prayer for you on the loss of this loved person in your life.
  31. Willa


    You are welcome here, Inno. My dad was saved in the last year of his life. I pray that your dad's heart be softened that he may receive God's free gift of salvation.
  32. Welcome Apostle,we love to get to know you:)
  33. @Pencil24 Thank you for sharing this with us. I am sorry for the loss of your friend Caleb. I will be praying for you and his family. It is so hard to lose a loved one. Around a holiday...harder still. But you have inspired others by showing this can be done. One of my favorite scriptures is Phil 4:13, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." God bless you.
  34. I got saved during this Revival. So although I love the hymns, I also love these scripture songs listed. Maranatha was a group who recorded some beautiful renditions of the Psalms including As the Deer Pants.
  35. Hi RH, 1Thes 4:17 is definitely the Rapture/Resurrection. No doubt about it. But it doesn't give us the timing. Not pretrib, midtrib, postrib, or prewrath. But there are a few scriptures that DO give us the timing. God does not appoint us to WRATH.....1 Thes 5:9....For God has not destined us for wrath, but for obtaining salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ" “ For the great day of their wrath has come, and who is able to stand”…Rev 6:17 This verse states that on a specific “great day”, the wrath of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit will begin. Let’s pick it up in Rev 6:12-17: 12 I looked when He broke the sixth seal, and there was a great earthquake; and the sun became black as sackcloth made of hair, and the whole moon became like blood; 13 and the stars of the sky fell to the earth, as a fig tree casts its unripe figs when shaken by a great wind.14 The sky was split apart like a scroll when it is rolled up, and every mountain and island were moved out of their places. 15 Then the kings of the earth and the great men and the [a]commanders and the rich and the strong and every slave and free man hid themselves in the caves and among the rocks of the mountains; 16 and they *said to the mountains and to the rocks, “Fall on us and hide us from the [b]presence of Him who sits on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb; 17 for the great day of their wrath has come, and who is able to stand?” Look at what it doesn’t say…..It doesn’t say that their wrath had already commenced. It does say that the GREAT DAY OF THEIR WRATH HAS COME Also, they were hiding in the caves and amongst the rocks and asking them to “Fall on us and Hide us” from the Face of Him who sits on the throne. No one asks to be hidden under rocks from something that started years earlier. This is a nonsense statement that no one would make. People only ask to be hidden from what they perceive to be a present danger and at its inception. The Wrath of God begins AFTER Jesus opens the sixth seal. This is indisputable based on Scripture! 2) EYE WITNESSES:…… 1) The inhabitants of the earth in Rev 6:17 testify as to the timing of the initiation of the Great and Terrible Day of the Lord’s Wrath, as shown above. 2) The martyrs under the altar……Rev 6:10 “ They cried out with a loud voice saying “ How long O Lord holy and true, will you refrain from judging and avenging our blood on those who dwell on the earth” This right here precludes all five of the first seals from being God’s Wrath. 3) Joel 2:31…” The sun will be turned into darkness and the moon into blood BEFORE the great and awesome day of the Lord comes” Matt 24:29…..” But immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened and the moon will not give its light, and the stars will fall from the sky and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. 4) Matt 24:31….. “ And He will send forth His angels with a great trumpet and they will gather together His elect from the four winds, from one end of the sky to the other”
  36. Lord, I pray for Turtletwo and ask that you heal her back and take away the pain. You are the great healer and I believe your touch will take away her pain. Thank you for giving your followers such access to your amazing glorious power. I pray with the belief that you will remove her pain. In Jesus’ Name I pray, Amen
  37. Thanks, well there's a lot tbh, prayer for my dad's health, he's in a desperate situation right now and I'm extremely worried about him. At the same time I hadn't realized how far I had gotten away from living in faith so I'm in a kind of crisis over that. It happened in baby steps I guess, but now I don't know what I was thinking. Things were posed to me that caused questions and doubts, and they began to eat at me, to the point that I threw up my hands and stopped thinking about them instead of continuing to diligently seek answers. I became overwhelmed by personal problems during that time and ended up withdrawn and isolated. I'm kicking myself for it all now, not only for my own circumstances but because I could have been a better witness and a better example of living a godly Christian life for my dad. It may be too late to do anything about that now and that's tearing me up. It's a lot all at once. Thanks for asking.
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