Oana

I'm still confused...No one answered my post. I don't know what to think...Something else happened. One night before bed, I prayed to God to help me know if I have this gift(I described everything in my previous post here, left unanswered), and that I would not be afraid anymore and accept it if it's for me. I closed my eyes and suddently I opened them and saw something I am not sure I can explain exactly. It was like particles of dust, glowy...and they were still, not moving like actual dust. I was a little afraid because it was so close to my face...I sensed that it was a spirit...but it didn't appear to be evil because I didn't get that vibe...I was just afraid because it was suddently so close...appeared from nowhere. Then I closed my eyes and prayed to God to make it dissapear because I had seen enough and wasn't totally ready for it, I was afraid. When I opened my eyes, it wasn't there anymore. I don't know why but I have the feeling that it was an angel and God let me just peek at one...not seeing it completely because I wasn't ready to see it clearly. So I'm not sure what to think...

I am a little confused about the gifts of God. I think I have the gift of discernment of spirits. When I was a little girl, I once saw demons(they were looking like black shadows, but I could tell they were demons in a way I can't explain...and I saw them in reality,not in my dreams). I wasn't afraid of them at all because I knew that they couldn't touch me. After that I didn't see them for many years. I have always had dreams in witch I battled with demons,physically ever since I was little but I was never afraid. I've always felt God's power in those dreams, helping me to fight them and at the end of every dream I always won. Recently, I had bad dreams(horrible ones sent from them-I just know it) and this time, they try to scare me by showing me horrible images, like a family member committing suicide. I woke up scared and I couldn't see them, but I felt them around me. They were trying to scare me. That didn't last a long time, because I prayed over my house with a great aunt of mine(who speaks in tongues) and I discovered the fact that the demons were in my chandelier(the chandelier has a mirror and that was the place I felt them most in and so did my aunt). Whenever I woke up from the dreams I knew they were there, in that mirror, I just feel them. We prayed and God helped us get rid of them. The thing is... I'm not sure if I have the gift of discernment...I wish I had because I think it's a great gift, but I don't feel worthy of it. Another thing...After the dream period...I went out with a cousin of mine and we were sitting in a cafe and we were talking about Jesus. Suddenly, a woman came in and sat at the table right next to us. We both realized that something was wrong because when we were saying the name of Jesus the woman behind me started talking weird to herself and her face was looking down so I couldn't see her face and we couldn't understand what she was saying. Whenever we mentioned the name of Jesus out loud she would angrily talk a little louder saying incomprehensible words. That's when me and my cousin went straight to the Church and prayed. So I'm not sure if I have a role in this...If I have this gift. I wish to be closer to God.

I am a little confused about the gifts of God. When I was a little girl, I once saw demons(they were looking like black shadows, but I could tell they were demons in a way I can't explain). I wasn't afraid of them at all because I knew that they couldn't touch me. After that I didn't see them for a long time. Recently, I had bad dreams(horrible ones sent from them-I just know it) and this time I couldn't see them, but I felt them around me. They were trying to scare me. That didn't last a long time, because I prayed over my house with a great aunt of mine(who speaks in tongues) and I discovered the fact that the demons were in my chandelier(the chandelier has a mirror and that was the place I felt them most in and so did my aunt). We prayed and God helped us get rid of them. The thing is... I'm not sure if I have the gift of discernment...I wish I had because I think it's a great gift, but I don't feel worthy of it. Another thing...After the dream period...I went out with a cousin of mine and we were sitting in a cafe and we were talking about Jesus. Suddenly, a woman came in and sat at the table right next to us. We both realized that something was wrong because when we were saying the name of Jesus the woman behind me started talking weird to herself and her face was looking down so I couldn't see her face and we couldn't understand what she was saying. Whenever we mentioned the name of Jesus out loud she would angrily talk a little louder saying incomprehensible words. That's when we realized that the woman was possessed. Me and my cousin went straight to the Church and prayed. So I'm not sure if I have a role in this...If I have this gift. I wish to be closer to God.

Dear Angelique, You shoul read psalm 91 for protection too And have faith that God is protecting you. There is nothing harmful that can touch you. Evil can only crawl close to you but not make you any harm. You just have to chase it away. I discovered why I was having those dreams. Every time I was waking from those horrible dreams I couldn't look at the mirror from my chandeleer(my chandeleer has a round mirror attached to it and it's in the center of my room on the top wall). I felt that if I would look at it, I might see something that I don't want to see like the image in the mirror wouldn't be normal, like evil would show me bad images through it. So my aunt came at my house yesterday and I talked to her and didn't tell her about the mirror just to see if she senses it too. We both started praying and asking the Holy Spirit to come upon and help us get rid of the evil in there. My aunt was praying and in the same time walking around my room and at one point she stopped right under the chandeleer and I huged her and prayed with her. She started to pray intensly until we felt that there is no more evil around, and feeling the Holy Spirit all aound us After that I asked her where did she feel the evil and she said that it was around the chandeleer. It seems I have a sense of theese things. The strange thing is that the other members of my family don't feel anything. So Angelique, you should ask the Holy Spirit to help you understand what causes your bad dreams and ask protection in the name of Jesus. I really hope that you can resolve this problem too because I really understand how it is to have dreams like that. I will pray for you No matter what, always remember that God loves you. He will never leave you nor forsake you and He is always by your side. All my love, Oana

Thank you very much Dave Theese words made me feel so much better I read Psalm 91 before I got to bed last night and I slept like a baby My aunt told me to read that until we could see each other. She lived in Canada a few years and just got back this summer. I'm so glad that she's here because she's such a good christian and she always knows what to do She wants to come at my house and pray with me and I know that last night she prayed for me with her children(my cousins). Thank you Dave and Rebekah for your caring words I hope that with the help of God I'll finish this once and for all.

Thank you Dave:) I always pray before I go to bed and ask Jesus to give me His protection. God never gave me a sign like a shiny light or something clear like that because I don't think I even deserve an obvious sign from Him:( I forgot to mention that when I woke up last night it was 3 a.m. I think that's the devil's hour, right? Maybe I'm not good enough as a christian:( God never shows me any clear sign but I don't blame Him...I feel so sad:( He's the only one that actually cares for me and I can't do anything for Him. I feel like such a sinner:(

Hello again Ok...So after I wrote about my dream here I felt better and I read your comments and felt good. I slept well for about 2 weeks and I had another dream where I was fighting demons but this time I won with the help of God I had similar dreams when I was little...Until now, it was all ok...But last night I had another dream...This time I dreamt about an aunt of mine(which has cancer in reality) and in my dream I was at her place and she was in her bathroom and suddently I heard drops of water coming from the bathroom and I got scared and then me and my sister opened the door and realized that she killed herself by drowning in her bathtub:(( The image was heartbreaking and then I woke up crying and scared again and feeling like evil is around me again:( I prayed again and talked to God and it took a lot of time until I could calm myself again:( I don't know how to manage this. Evil is trying to make me crazy...I need help:(

Thank you man:) You made me feel like I'm not alone in this and I think you're right. I just have to have faith in God and remember that He'll never leave me. I think God can speak through other people, like you:) I'm not scared anymore because I know nothing bad can hurt me if I trust God. Thank you all for helping people like me and I hope I can return the favour someday.

Thank you so much for your support, MeMa:) I really apreciate it. I feel more secure now. After I wrote that I talked to God and felt so much better:) I know that even if He doesn't reply with words, He's still here with me. That night I slept like a baby. I asked to be protected even in my sleep and I could really feel a warm presence like the room wasn't even as dark as I remembered. God's love is trully amazing:) I know I want to feel Him near forever. I have a place in my heart that only He can fill and Him being here is the best feeling ever. Thank you again for your warm answer:) Wish you the best.

Could someone please help me? I'm starting by saying that I love God. I could feel His presence since I was a little girl, even before I knew about the Bible. He was always by my side and still is and I know He loves me. The thing is that since I was little, I have weird dreams every once in a while...Like me fighting with demons(physically...kicking them) and whenever I wake up scared I always say the Lord prayer(Our Father) and instantly calm down, even smiling because I can feel the shield of God. Recently, I had a scarry dream...I was walking and I saw a wall(in my dream) with a drawing on it that represented Satan. Suddently it looked at me and the message I got was that he wants me..like he's waiting for me to let my guard down and catch me, take my soul and I woke up pretty shaken up. I prayed 3 times before I could calm down because I could just feel the evil around me. I don't know why but as the time passes I can't feel God's presence as I used to when I was younger. It's like my shield is getting weaker and the devil just waits for the right moment. I feel even weaker in my sleep...Demons try to lure me in my sleep when I can't think straight. I still feel God and love Him very much and I know that He's right beside me but I just feel so unworthy of Him...such a sinner...I admire people that have such strong bonds with God, that can hear His word. I just want to be safe from evil...To feel God stronger than before and feel protected. Thank you for reading my first post.