so last night i fell in sin, a friend i know, helped me with another song i know by heart and love it alot..... but when situations like this arise it seems to have a new meaning to it, and my heart screams what the song means....
today i fell again with the same sin.... why i always ask why?..... why htis sin thou? why never greed or gloutny or anger? i can easyaly control those.........then i switch on pandora radio.
and what do you know? another song i know all too well. i come on here while it plays and was helped, and again i know more of the meaning of the song and it hold even more dear to me now
but pandora plays songs randomly? sometimes i highly doubt that i know God plays those songs so i know and learn from my mistakes?
but why in my mind and heart why does my flesh still ask why, it makes my soul almost keep asking why? for some reason all i keep asking is why?
why?