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  1. i always liked christmas canon.. i also like christmas eve sarajevo by TSO but pachelbels canon is actually more of an exercise than an actual piece. this is something i learned in music history.
  2. Thank you since October I'm not able to sleep until I take something or feel physically forced to
  3. people might be mad at me for this but im not looking forward to thanksgiving. last thanksgiving was bad for reasons. nothing happened that day but just things going on.
  4. im struggling with severe depression. i dont like night time and i feel like im being watched lately the past few weeks. i sleep ok but never rested. i dont get up early but at least i dont sleep most of th eday anymore i feel like im evil and fallen from grace soemtimes
  5. lol is it? someone taught me platypi. i guess it doesnt matter. we can ask adam when we get to heaven i guess :p
  6. well who knows what the Lord will have for me on his new earth
  7. Daniel 1 King James Version (KJV) 1 In the third year of the reign of Jehoiakim king of Judah came Nebuchadnezzar king of Babylon unto Jerusalem, and besieged it. 2 And the Lord gave Jehoiakim king of Judah into his hand, with part of the vessels of the house of God: which he carried into the land of Shinar to the house of his god; and he brought the vessels into the treasure house of his god. 3 And the king spake unto Ashpenaz the master of his eunuchs, that he should bring certain of the children of Israel, and of the king's seed, and of the princes; 4 Children in whom was no blemish, but well favoured, and skilful in all wisdom, and cunning in knowledge, and understanding science, and such as had ability in them to stand in the king's palace, and whom they might teach the learning and the tongue of the Chaldeans. 5 And the king appointed them a daily provision of the king's meat, and of the wine which he drank: so nourishing them three years, that at the end thereof they might stand before the king. 6 Now among these were of the children of Judah, Daniel, Hananiah, Mishael, and Azariah: 7 Unto whom the prince of the eunuchs gave names: for he gave unto Daniel the name of Belteshazzar; and to Hananiah, of Shadrach; and to Mishael, of Meshach; and to Azariah, of Abednego. 8 But Daniel purposed in his heart that he would not defile himself with the portion of the king's meat, nor with the wine which he drank: therefore he requested of the prince of the eunuchs that he might not defile himself. 9 Now God had brought Daniel into favour and tender love with the prince of the eunuchs. 10 And the prince of the eunuchs said unto Daniel, I fear my lord the king, who hath appointed your meat and your drink: for why should he see your faces worse liking than the children which are of your sort? then shall ye make me endanger my head to the king. the first time I read about these children for this king I thought of mkultra . And other things that happen in this book remind me of stuff that went on with a ritual abuse survivor and the Epstein thing
  8. i find myself giving into a few people's wants so they can lay off my case i feel down about it. mayb ei tmeans im still manipulated but it will be better in the long run if i am compliant
  9. I felt God s love and comfort as I prayed earlier but I do feel uneasy
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