Lately I've been going through a spiritual battle with inside my mind as well as my heart. I have been in a toxic relationship for a year and six months. I know deep within I should let go and move forward. Being 20 years old, I feel like I have a whole life ahead of me. I've prayed about my situation many of times and have tried to walk away numerous times only to be lured back in... My flesh is weak everytime although my spirit is willing. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. I love this individual dearly but my relationship with God is suffering. And when I think about what I've been through in this toxic relationship I feel really ashamed because I know I don't have to be in the situation I'm in if I let go and let God. But I feel that there's a stronghold on me. How can I break this besides prayer?