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Thank you for all your good words and advises. I will need to sit down and think about my next move. All I know I can't live like that anymore. We tried to find a solution but nothing worked, even counselling. It seems like the only way is divorce. I did not want to do that because of our sons but now I realized that staying together under the same roof is more painful for my sons than living separate after divorce. Divorce is always traumatic experience not only for parents but for kids. Job market is horrible here. No jobs for older than 50 and I am 52 already. On top of that wages are so low over here except really high positions so if you decide to take any, simple job it won't pay for all my bills [3-4 USD per hour]. That's why I am looking for a job in the States which I could do over the internet. Number of people do their job on-line such as data entry, database and website administration, word processing etc. But ii is very hard to find anything if you don't have any contacts over there, very hard. I have even created a simple website to present my skills and experience and I keep sending everywhere I can but no luck so far....

Dear friends, After I lost my job several years ago I really struggle mentally and financially. My wife kills my soul every single minute of my life. I feel like I am falling apart. Anyone in difficult time needs a hand, someone to comfort you, someone who could talk to but all I got is screaming, blaming me for everything, putting me down from the moment I open my eyes every morning, whole day under attracts, every day under huge pressure. It is very hard to move on, to concentrate on anything, loosing self-confidence and ground below my feet. I can't even describe my average day. It is a hell. I have two talented boys [one is really talented soccer player], very sick father and completely broken marriage, feel very, very unhappy. Every day I live in stress and depression. I desperately need some friendly people to help me a little bit with a good word, with some advise. *edited* Before I left the States I worked in NYC for almost 10 years. in 2003 I decided to move to Europe to stay with my sick parents but I did not expect that my financial situation would turn upside down. Unfortunately I can't go back to the States anytime soon. I need to be near my parents to help them and at the same time I need to do something to make any money. I feel like the whole world turned away from to me. I tried to contacts so many people around the world, sending info about myself, about things I can do, about my skills and experience but ended up with nothing, no one cares, absolutely no one.. What else I can say..I would be very happy to get in touch with some good people out there. I still believe they are somewhere over there. Pawel

Me son asked me to publish his college education campaign. He started it in order to make his dreams come true. I did not want bring this here to Worthy because maybe it is not right place for it. We all are in a very difficult financial situation, trying to make two ends meet. My son is struggling to save every penny to cover his education costs. We all are living in Europe since 2003 and things are really tough. He got very high grades and got permission to study in one of the best College but unfortunately cost are high, not so high as they are in the States but still way to expensive and we simply can't afford it. I am not sure if this is right way but maybe there are some good people up there who would like to support him just a little bit. Total cost are around 10K for all 5 years of study so as you see it is a lot lower than in the US but still more than we all can afford. As far as I remember 10K would not be enough for one year of study in the US but over here is enough to cover all. *** Removed Solicitation *** I would be very grateful if you could send out the link to all your friends and relatives. God bless you all ! From the Terms of Service: "No solicitation of any form will be allowed."