allyce16

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  1. Praying for you
  2. I'm on vacation this week and I spent time in prayerlast night. This morning I spent time in his word. Then as i started helping my wife doing yard work today I began to get attacked really bad. Something the whole time was tormenting try to make me feel like I was going to go paralysed and bringing the fear that I was and I tried desperately ignoring but then they would mess with my thinking to start believing it. I could not cast it off. I appreciate your prayers and wisdom. Yah I need to get into his word even more. Everyday which I got away with. But what can I do about this presence it's been going on and off since 2011 and 2012. It got better but has came back with vengeance the last year and a half. I just got to keep going to the lord
  3. Well Keith's baby has surgery the 14th it removed 40 to 50 percent of her tumor but her right leg is not moving. Please continue to keep Avery the child in prayer
  4. Thank you. Was going to ask for more prayer. I have been fighting but it's been really tough. Their are spirits trying to attack me and keep me In bondage. I wonder if this is because of some sin like pride or bitterness or because of some lie I believed or stronghold. Saints keep me in your prayer. I am having a hard time discerning whether if this from the Lord of the enemy. They attack me when I try to speak or pray and read scripture to do it is hard to do devotions. I know the Lord Jesus is faithful
  5. Hey brothers and sisters, I was doing okay again since Sunday and then again today that presence came down on me again and is trying to paralyze and weaken my body and confuse me. Please pray the Lord will deliver me and reveal to me a way out of their is one or if it is because of sin. I really hate this.
  6. Keith went to church on Sunday for the first time in a long time and will be meeting with the pastor tomorrow. Pray for Keith's salvation and his girlfriend Samantha. Also their baby Avery is having surgery the 14th for her tumor. Please pray for her too. Bless you guys for your prayers
  7. Keith went to church on Sunday for the first time in a long time and will be meeting with the pastor tomorrow. Pray for Keith's salvation and his girlfriend Samantha. Also their baby Avery is having surgery the 14th for her tumor. Please pray for her too. Bless you guys for your prayers
  8. Keith went to church on Sunday for the first time in a long time and will be meeting with the pastor tomorrow. Pray for Keith's salvation and his girlfriend Samantha. Also their baby Avery is having surgery the 14th for her tumor. Please pray for her too. Bless you guys for your prayers
  9. I don't know in regards to Keith right now. I haven't talked to him since I put prayer request out. But I do know his baby is having surgery the 14th.
  10. Not good. The attacks on my body came back today. I was doing perfectly fine was inside a book store and then I got in the car with my wife allyce and then I felt this presence come down on me and it was trying to paralyze my body it felt like and it just seemed to overwhelm again. It is so frustrating
  11. I had some really bad spiritual attacks on 2012 that were so bad that it affected my health and i was out of work and I was no longer really even fellowshiping with the body of Christ much. I had a constant fear I was going to go paralysed and their was a heavy presence upon me all the time. If I resisted in the name of Jesus I would feel at first a presence of peace but then I would literally get attacked again. I at times would literally feel something got my neck or back and then their would be swelling in my neck and back area and weakness in my body. I tried casting them out so much but I would get attacked so bad that I got to the point I stopped and I had to let God take care of it. I eventually had some relief when I did that but was in constant fear still and I prayed and prayed. But still it wouldn't go away the fear of the paralization. It was then I started having daily devotion in prayer and reading scripture which seemed to help to. Then I started attending that church in 2012 and slowly and maturely I started healing and was faithfully attending and the Lord opened the door for me to lead open gym with mostly unsaved kids, but I began falling apart spiritually within sometime and now the youth minister leads it and I have always helped out. But in 2015 I began to become very burned from my lifestyle of trying to please God out of fear because I didn't want to mess up and go back to the terrible struggle I had in 2012. But, all the things I was doing that brought me healing and peace and trying to mentally honor God all the time was somewhat out of fear of punishment. I thought If I missed one service or devotion or had a blasphemous thought that if I didn't confess and repent the Lord would bring back my past struggles and I would feel them come back sometimes. In 2015 I just got so burned out. The turning point came in the winter burned out and wanting to give up I watched the film called ragamuffin about rich Mullins and I came across the striking point of God's grace and love and his fatherhood and it really became my hope finding freedom in Christ and God's love. So since then I have sought God like a mad man and read books on grace like neil t Anderson and others and also scripture like Galatians and romans. I tried to walk in the truth and not the Lord and started having some freedom but then these demonic forces just overwhelmed me and I couldn't discern God's voice. Which last good Friday I ended up running into this new church that I befriended my friend Rob and they have a bible study Thursday night's and I went and I was expecting a one hour study but it became 3 hour study and I was ready to leave, but I was convicted because these people lives the Lord and his word and people. So I started attending regularly and then they got a new Pastor who really has a heart and passion for seeking the Lord in his word and prayer and witnessing. I really kind of fell in love with it. But as I prayed about it I haven't got a clear answer in attending their. But it seems the signs were to stay at the one I been attending since 2012. Then when I would try to commit to the new church in my heart everything would go wrong and all my old physical problems started coming back. Like not just something I could stop but it was like God himself was stopping me and you know when it is from God and you did something wrong. So that happened again today. If it was of the Lord it would be a little easier than this. I
  12. Yes the baby has a tumor. His girlfriend's name is samantha
  13. Praying for you all.
  14. Hi I have a friend named Keith and he needs prayer for him and his girlfriend and his baby daughter Avery. She has a tumor. Please pray for her healing and full recovery. Also for her parents. Keith has gone through a lot. He has chronic fatigue syndrome and also lost his wife over a year ago. He wants to come back to the Lord but he is really down. Please if you could keep him in your prayers it would be deeply appreciated and his daughter and girlfriend.
  15. I'm doing a little bit better. Thank you for your prayers. I just need to get over this and move onto victory in christ.