it was harder for me to relieve demanding God do things my way. I wanted God to accept me on my terms and let me remain in control. His love showed me that he created me and was able to give me a greater life then I can do for myself. I had much hatred, bitterness, anger, and unforgiveness. God has showed me I can trust him in all things. Now allows me to pastor and share his love, grace, mercy, and kindness to a wounded and bound generation.