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repentance, as far as i understand it, is knowing the problem, and it's addressing said problem. it's about knowing when you fail and wanting to get up to change that activity to being a prosperous thing. no matter how many times you fail, you always tried to fight..

they go to church every sunday.. and they pray? heaven forbid! lol. what do you expect Christians to do?

so, I have a difficult reading books for small periods of time, due to my mental illness. I was thinking of getting an audio way of taking in the Gospel, and people were praying for me, but i never really took a step in any direction. i was watching TV for over 2 minutes for the first time in a LONG TIME.. and the first commercial was for wonderbible.com - this really made me think God was telling me to move. how could this be a coincidence? this happened shortly after all the prayer, too. and the other day, in the hospital, i went to look at the book shelf for the first time since getting in there, and i went to look for a Bible. the first book i seen the second i looked into the shelf? the first words i read? HOLY BIBLE. a small black book.. not a big noticeable one. are these coincidences, really?

Will that person forgive you?

How do you explain properly God's hand in Noah's Ark? It's obvious God crafted much of the works of the Flood.. so, how do i explain this? like getting the animals, all of that.. that had to be God. the more i get into Christianity, the more I know Noah's Ark works.

I don't trust anyone that denies evolution anymore. I also know that Noah's Ark didn't happen, and I can prove it. -How many insects were maintained by the pair by that many people?-All of the fossils found today were alive at once, 6000 years ago, and fit on the ark?-How did they build the habitats for polar bears, frogs, etc.? -Why isn't there one fossil collaborating the flood? -How did they survive there and back? -How did they get there and back? How isn't there a fossil outside their respective habitats? -How many people did all this? -What did carnivores even eat? Certainly not the other animals on their journys back? And they were back what did carnivores eat once their food sources reproduced to sustainable levels? lol -Light wouldn't have reached deep enough to reach the vegetation. Once the ark rested, how would the animals/insects whatever survived waiting for seeds to spring forth everything? -Dinosaurs were just forgotten? -Why are all fossils buried according to evolution? Why isn't there a layer of fossils collaborating the flood? -And salt water/fresh water mixing - ever notice that sea creatures are actually not all extinct? -How did they store the meat for food? How did the vegetation not rot up? -There wouldn't have been enough room on the ark for two giraffes to eat for that long.

I know He didn't show Himself to me because I have no chance.. but i'm just dumb or something. anyways.. take care guys. i'm going back to being an idiot.

I have schizoaffective disorder bipolar type and schizoid personality disorder. I'm no Christian.. nor was I ever going to Heaven, right? There's no chance for someone like me. I just have to accept that I wasn't one of the selected.

I'm in deep trouble, guys. I have mood disorders that no Christian should have. Will Jesus give me a pass if I can't get myself to leave the house? Or do I have a demon/ give into Lucifer's tricks? Ahhhh.. I really believe i'm in jeopardy of going to hell if I died now. I just can't accept that things happen according to the world's evils.. mainly. I keep thinking we should be living in a perfect environment, but I need to better grasp the fall of man or something. it's confusing my brain, man.

I know Jesus died on the cross for me. I know it's all true, from cover to cover. Why am I still stuck in sinner mode? Am I just heartless and can't care about Jesus? Why do I want to go to hell? I know my souls trajectory right now.. and it isn't good. Why can't I care?!? I need some motivation or something. If hell doesn't work, what motivation is there? If showing Christ respect isn't motivation, what could someone say?

I know Christ is real. I know Christ died on the cross for me to have a chance. He showed me he's real.. and I wasn't indoctrinated into believing, he just showed up. What keeps me from going FULL BLAST JESUS MODE?

I consider myself Christian every other week. It's really terrible that I can't get a profession and move out of my parents because of my disease. It isn't my main problem, as I struggle to give up certain sins. I always feel paralyzed as I think to move towards Christ. It's like I can't get started. Any advice?

Heaven is very real and very close for every person alive today, if they wish. You worry about trivial things, OP. Since you're seeking, I hope you find.

the only thing that i agree with, gerbil girl, is your love for all people. you can't think that gays aren't choosing this behavior after reading the Bible. the church should never accept them. you literally can't just go, "Well, they say they're not confused.", and believe that makes it OKAY to God.

5 years!??!?