I was friend with this girl and we have became really close friends over the last year. We have supported each and helped each other through many tough times last 2 semesters of college. She is a really special friend to me; genuinely happy when I do well, always helping when I need it, and show a lot of care. But I screwed everything up. Last semester before summer started I admitted to her I liked her and asked her out. She didn't like me the same way. Things have been rough since then. Before summer started she told me lets take a break from each other and not talk till next semester, so i can move on and she won't feel she's leading me on. I agreed upon that. But I've messaged her a few times over the summer and she rarely replied. I also asked for help and she was reluctant to help. Now I feel I completely messed up our friendship for messaging her over the summer. The semester starts next week and I am not really sure what to do or how to even talk to her again. It just really hurts to feel I screwed everything up and I keep blaming myself. I am not really sure what to do anymore. It would really suck if I completely lost her as a friend. I want to ask for some advice for what to do about this. Thank you
