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    Jesus. Talking to Jesus. Listening to Jesus. Music production/creation, writing and learning to sing songs. Color pencil drawing. Baking with whole wheat. Creating new recipes and experimenting in the kitchen.

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  1. I speak with God nearly constantly. I feel his presence with me stronger today than I did when I first came to him in 1991. I know I wouldn't be here today without his presence in my life.
  2. My health problems began when I got TB in my liver somewhere around the 1970s or earlier. Not detected until 1976. It caused my hypothyroidism.
  3. I've had the flu once and that's because the doctor failed to give me thyroid replacement when it was obvious, by test results, that I needed it. So my immune system was weakened and I got the flu.
  4. Those who had an autoimmune reaction and SAT from getting the COVID Vaccine did not have prior thyroid problems. Their symptoms and signs included heart arrhythmias and palpitations and racing heart rate among those directly affecting the thyroid gland. Also elevated sedimentation rate and a couple of more tests which indicate an inflammatory reaction in the body. I had also read that getting SAT is a one time deal. So I never expected to get it 7 more times after the first one. Maybe it's a one time deal because they never got the flu vaccine again? Who knows.
  5. I failed to connect the dots as I suffered from a longstanding problem with getting my thyroid medications adjusted to the correct dose. This went on from 2003 when first diagnosed until 2008. It wasn't until during a visit to my endocrinologist and going through the subacute thyroiditis [SAT] rollercoaster again that a phlebotomist suggested thinking about not taking the flu vaccine. It was the phlebotomist's last day. So I guess she was going for broke and giving me another option. Maybe she had the same problem??? Who knows. It was fall and near the time I would take the vaccine again. I didn't. And stopped having my problems that fall. The reason I continued was I had gotten myopericarditis in 2006 and didn't get diagnosed until September 2007. When I spent nearly a week in the CCU with the serious illnesses they insisted that I consider getting the flu vaccine. I didn't think once about questioning it because I never had it before. I had no SAT prior. Well, soon after I had my first SAT yet didn't know it. Neither did my doctors at the time. I wasn't seeing my endo then. When my thyroid tests went whackadoodle again I was back to seeing my endo. Still he didn't figure it out and I didn't either until that phlebotomist said something. Then I did my own research and discovered a SAT autoimmune reaction to flu vaccines, especially those with H1N1. And now the possibility of it from the COVID vaccine concerns me because those cases on the endocrinology websites were with severe symptoms accentuated by the adjuvants.
  6. Now I found where it has the same issue that flu vaccines have with the adjuvants. Those are the additives which enhance the antibody effect in the body. I got subacute thyroiditis every time I took it which made me ill for 3 to 9 months. I had to stop taking the flu shot. Actually read it is quite rare to have this reaction to the flu vaccine. I had it 8 times. Read several accounts of this reaction to the jab with the patients having to not take the second dose. Those are written by endocrinologists. These reactions are considered autoimmune responses to vaccines.
  7. I've been leery of getting the vaccine because I have a history of both pericarditis and myocarditis, having both at the same time. They nearly killed me. No joke. These are rare inflammations of the heart to get and mostly young men in their early 20s are more susceptible to getting them. I was in my early 50s. I had to do research to discover which one of the vaccines had the least problems with these two side effects. And I researched whether or not any of vaccines caused inflammation of the heart in any way. I'll tell you that it's not easy finding out the truth about these things. I researched quite a few sites online with reputable doctors and researchers. On of these sites a well known and reputable doctor cautions people who've had these two serious inflammations of the heart to make certain those giving the vaccine know this especially for the second dose. So I am one of those in a bind about getting the jab.
  8. I was forced to be in the presence of pure evil as a baby, toddler, and child. My father was a serial killer and forced me to watch him do his criminal acts from their inception to their finish. I saw things I can never not see. Believe me I've prayed about this and it will not be taken from me. The images have stayed for years. My father may not have been a satanist yet he was using Satan's hand to wreak havoc on so many people's lives. That's how I believe I got involved in the new age movement as a teenager and adult. Fortunately a neighbor and his wife started praying for me to find Jesus. I'm so very thankful for their obedience to God.
  9. Rotting teeth cause more than that. They cause inflammation. I didn't know this either until I started seeing my new dentist. The first place this inflammation causes problems is in heart disease and hardening and narrowing of the carotid artery. Inflammation causes a cascade of issues in the body. Autoimmune diseases can be caused by not flossing the teeth. My late, not-so-great husband never flossed his teeth. He had Rheumatoid Arthritis. The weight one I was quite skeptical of until about one month after my teeth got removed. I started losing more weight without changing my diet. This still astounds me because I didn't have a clue about inflammation and tooth decay. Little Billy might've gained 50 pounds because his parents and maybe even grandparents encouraged him to eat more. This happened to my late, not-so-great husband. As a child I never had a weight problem. It wasn't until one of my teeth got broken from a cherry pit and then my problems snowballed.
  10. I found two things which helped me to lose weight. A lot of it wasn't my diet for most part. It was my level of stress and rotting teeth. I never was told that rotting teeth could cause weight gain. Ever since I got my five teeth pulled about a month and a half ago my weight loss has gone even faster than I have expected it would. My dentist said I should notice a change after a month or so. He was right. The first thing was stress. Stress increases cortisol levels which leads to eating junk food and cravings. Since my late, not-so-great husband died last year I've lost more than 10% of my body weight. I know this because I required a lowering of my thyroid medicine by 3 doses. My endocrinologist is quite happy with this change. My late husband was abusive. I haven't eaten cake, cookies, pies, or ice cream since he died. I haven't wanted these things. I drink 9 to 12 glasses of water per day depending on how warm it is. I take my vitamins, especially my D3 and K2. For me I've found that pasta is okay as long as I don't have it everyday. It's my carb-loving day food. That's my cheat day food. Years ago this trainer taught me to allow one cheat day a week and then only one of those meals.
  11. Before I became a Christian in 1991, I was a new ager big time. I was told by a Christian that I would never find God. So much for that lie. The Lord had plans for my life. Years later I was sitting in a church and this young man in his early 20s sat next to me. For some reason he asked me about the new age movement. Of all of the people in that church he sat next to me. I knew it was a God thing. It was meant to be. He wanted to know if it was okay to do some of those as a Christian. I flatly and nicely told him absolutely not. Then I explained why. He really didn't know he was supposed to turn his back on all of those things. At the end of our talk, he promised to walk away from everything he had been still doing. It was a beautiful time with the Lord and this young man.
  12. I used to get the flu shot until they added H1N1. Little did I know that it was wreaking havoc with my thyroid gland. Every year I'd get flu-like symptoms in my thyroid, called subacute thyroiditis, which in turn caused systemic wide symptoms. They started lasting 3 months and when I quit getting the flu shot my symptoms were lasting 9 months. The after effects lasted 1 to 2 years because I'd go hyperthyroid and then hypothyroid. It was a nightmare in which my thyroid medication dose wasn't stabilized for about 6 years. After I quit the flu shot my thyroid tests all started to level off finally. I actually found an article on line about someone else getting subacute thyroiditis from getting the flu shot which contained H1N1. My only concern is that the vaccine wreaks havoc with my thyroid like H1N1 did.
  13. I don't know if this is the right forum for this. Some background first and then about my forewarning dreams/nightmares. I live in Washington State and about a mile from a small town. Outside my window I see spring coming to life. The buds on the magnolia bush outside my window are getting bigger and bigger each day. Soon the clematis will be in full bloom with white flowers trailing along the fence top. Then the second clematis will come out on the south end with blue flowers trailing along the fence top. The grass is bright green. The birds are chirping. The hummingbirds are diving down for dinner or breakfast or lunch or snacks. I haven't left my home except for T and doctors' appointments since 2011 when I started remembering that I had a different father and that he was a serial killer. My whole life changed then. I got PTSD from just remembering that. That's mind boggling to me that one could get PTSD from finding out these things. And that was on top of the PTSD from the abuse. So a quarantine is not that isolating for me. Life around me goes on. Now the quarantine because of COVID-19 has added a snag to my self-quarantine in that I've now got more anxiety. Fortunately my insurance covers telehealth appointments with my T. That's something new which started because the COVID-19 outbreak. Everything is covered because I have two insurances. I have my first appointment this week. Though video may be triggering. That remains to be seen. The most curious part of all of the pandemic is that I was forewarned about nine months ago that something was on the horizon. I had this dream, which I call a God given dream. Then I started praying. I had no idea what I was praying for or about. When I get these dreams I pray. I used to question them. And I didn't pray about them either until someone on a Christian support forum shared the same type of thing happening to her. I no longer question these dreams. I told my T about this one five months ago. So this was before anything happened with COVID-19. God awakens me in the middle of the night to pray or he won't allow me to sleep until I pray for specific aspects of what's happening right now. For some reason he put California on my heart and I prayed for hours each night. That started four months ago. Now I'm praying for specific people in the government. I find it interesting how God works in such mysterious ways. I don't believe my anxiety is as bad as it could be and I know that's because of being forewarned about this coming disaster. The dreams, more like nightmares, are disaster oriented and that immediately tells me something is going to happen. I'm always given a nine month warning. I don't know why that is. It just is. This started when I was a child. Of course then I didn't have a clue what they meant. I'd only see the dreams come to reality 9 months after having them. As a child they were specifically about what was going to occur. One time it was about tornadoes and I told my mother. She brushed off my concern because we didn't live in a tornado prone area. Exactly 9 months later there was a deadly tornado clustering in tornado alley. My mother and I were sitting in the family room watching TV when the newscast came on. My mother just stared at the TV and then looked over at me with the strangest look on her face. And I said, "See. The tornadoes happened just like I said they would." I even had a vivid detailed dream about how a family had survived by jumping into their bathtub/shower combo and pulling the shower curtain over them as their house was literally ripped off the ground from around them. The bathroom was the only remaining part of the house. And there on the news was that very detailed part of my dream. Now they are what I call disaster dreams/nightmares. It took me years to figure out the meaning of the different dreams that I have and figure out which was which and what to do with the information.
  14. Thank you for sharing and writing this Patriot2017. I am definitely a loner due to abuse as a child and suffering from long term PTSD. In addition, I'm an introvert. So it comes natural for me to stand back instead of intermingle and participate in a group or groups of people. I do best one on one. Though I found I taught Sunday School classes for children quite well because of my artistic, music, and writing abilities. Many times I learned to combine all of them for a lesson. And because I am a one on one type person, many people come up to me and pour out their hearts with their problems. I've always found this intriguing because I'm suffering as well yet they don't seem to notice. Then I'm drawn to intercede for them in prayer.
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