I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I know I should be asking God for help, but I feel like I can't discern what he is telling me to do or saying to me anymore. I feel like there is a demon in the room I'm staying in and God is telling me and my husband that we need to leave, but we have nowhere else to go except here. Things that will happen are... I get distracted when I'm trying to read the Bible by something, the room will get hot or cold, objects will move by themselves, I get panic attacks/tremors, I'll get sick, I get depressed, I snap out at people, I feel like I get raped in my sleep, I feel like something is watching me while I'm trying to sleep etc... this happens to both me and my husband. We want to change rooms but the people who are letting us stay here won't let us. They're Christians too but they don't believe anything we say and they don't want to believe this can happen to them. I just don't know what God wants me to do anymore... I'm reading the Bible, but there are so many different ways to interpret it and I don't know the correct way it really should be interpreted. There are different view points I've been reading about... One says we have to power to rebuke demons and ask them to leave. I've been trying to get the force to leave, but it won't. The other view point says demons just laugh at us for our stupidity thinking we can ask them to leave and that God gets mad at us for having such a big ego thinking we have the power to get rid of demons. People have died in the room we're in and I think that's why they're here. They're attracted to that energy. We've been feeling the negativity ever since we got here. This is just terrible. I feel like God is saying we should leave, but we literally have nowhere else to go. Staying here isn't working for us though. We live in an area where the unemployment rate is very high and the area has many black people, and black managers. Most of them seem like they don't want to hire people. I'm not trying to be racist, but we just can't find employment here. I don't know what to do and I'm scared.
