Hello everyone I am in my early 40s employed full-time married with three children and feel like I have lost my relationship with God. I take an antidepressant because of a previous marriage and my son almost dying in a bicycle wreck. I was raised in a Christian family and I do believe in God. I did not go to church in a long time. The last time I was in a church was when I got married this last time. I feel as if sometimes I don't have a close relationship with God or Jesus. I do believe and I pray every night but sometimes I just don't feel as if it's enough. I cuss a lot and do other things but I'm a good person and do not break the law. I wish I could feel closer in my heart but sometimes I question my faith. I don't know if my medication makes me feel this way or what. It's as if sometimes I just feel empty inside, I thought I would never question Gods existence but I do wonder sometimes. I know I'm blessed with a healthy family, job promotion, etc I just take it for granted. I don't know what to do to "renew" my faith so to speak. Just throwing this out there to see how I can feel alive again in God and Jesus.
