Chris457

First off, I have ocd if that helps with anything. I'm having this weird thought that God will make someone sexually assualt me as discipline. I'm paranoid about it. Im scared about it. Also, weather I'm choosing a YouTube video or playing a game, well pretty much anything, I think if I make a certain choice, God will let my DAD sexually assualt me. My head hurts over this thought. I'm probably the only one here with this kind of thought. Please help.

I have been googling and googling but I still can't find the answer. How does god discipline? Does he give us pain? Does he give us embarrassment or sickness? Does he make others abuse or assault us? I want to know the exact ways god disciplines us and how far he usually goes. Please answer my question. Thank you so much in advance.