I am a married woman in love with my husband but not without serious issues ,but as of late have grown a crush on a woman who is family with one of the members of my church ,I think the crush is mutual . She is being prayed upon for the struggle of homosexuality, i often pray and repent and cry to God for these feelings of lust toward her.i can't discuss it with other members I'm to ashamed. I don't know what to do ......