Brigittewilllive

I have lost my will to live and I know that is a sin but I am in so much emotional pain that I can’t breathe and I have prayed and prayed and prayed

My heart is broken and my spirit is wounded... I told my husband yesterday that I want a divorce after 2 years of separation in which I prayed and prayed and cried and felt like dying ... he verbally and emotionally abuses me and constantly accuses me on cheating... I loved my husband with everything I had and it’s so heartbreaking that he never even knew who I was ... we have a 4 year old daughter together and yesterday after he called me an F $&@!?& dog twice after all this pain it was one insult too much.... I feel lost and abandoned as he claims he always cherished me which is a complete falsehood

Tired of spiritual attacks and I give painful stuff to God and then I keep taking it back, not intentionally, and I know that life is not easy for anyone in these times as Jesus wouldn’t send the Holy Spirit as the comforter for no reason...