Alright. I feel like I made a grave mistake. Heres my background story.
I guess you could say I am in the occult. I worship Lucifer as my God, and talk to demons to help me out with my wishes. Great.
The problem is, I don't know if I made the right choice. I feel I didn't, but any step towards god and I cringe. I can't even think about god without a severe headache. I mean, Im happy as a clam, but I cannot stand god anymore. I will save my choice words, but I don't know where I went wrong. This step just kind of happened for me.
Any advice on what to do would be appreciated. Thanks.
Oh, please don't freak out at me. I didn't do anything to you. Ive had plenty of that. Im just looking for help so I came here.
