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  • Birthday 10/25/1993

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  1. Hmh123

    New job

    The job I’m at isn’t keeping me. They only had me working for seasonal. I need prayers to find a new retail job. A better one! Maybe one that has a better pay? I am really upset. If I don’t find another job, I can’t go back to college and I might have to join the Air Force or army, but I don’t want to go with the tattoos I have on myself.
  2. Yea thanks it’s just hard to not compare my life to others. Coming to Christ has been a rude awakening. I was living in dark and I feel like I finally woke up to the world around me. I will give that audiobook a listen though. I feel like the world is calling me a loser everyday like come on girl you’re 24 and still single, still not married with no kids? You’ve been an adult for 7 years now. What happened? It’s an awful feeling. I hate going on Facebook and seeing people I know from high school when I’m trying to grow past that. I guess I’ll have to delete people I don’t talk to because just seeing names brings up bad memories for me.
  3. Thanks so much. I really appreciate your reply❤️
  4. I’m going to a friends house tmw and I can’t help but seeing friends on Facebook married with kids who are younger than me and feel bad about it. I feel so far behind. I don’t even have my degree. I feel so worthless. I moved in with my mom this year. I should be going to a boyfriends house tomorrow and I don’t even have one. I really need some encouragement. This is an awful feeling😞I feel alone in the world like no one knows me. Like every decision in my life has been a bad one.
  5. Long story short, I was adopted. Was going through some stuff last year and I find my dads side on dna ancestry then I find my mom through them. I meet her in January and moved in with her because I was going through some stuff and thought it best that I live with family. I had moved out of my adopted families house as I didn’t feel welcome anymore and thought it best that I live with a family member and the only person I could think of was my mom and we had just reconnected too. Basically, this whole year has been chaotic. She is nice one second, mean the next. I get angry. She has a desk filled with stuff and I’ve knocked it over countless times. She yells at me for petty nonsense like “why do you keep drinking my water and not refilling it??” She has this Gatorade bottle she fills with water and put it on the refrigerator door. I just don’t see why she can’t just refill it. It’s not like I drink that drinks that cost money. I only drink the water which is free so why the fuss? She blows everything out of proportion then I get crazy and I dumped the water on her bed. This is not who I want to be. This isn’t me. We always make up after, but I’m scared she’ll call the cops soon cause she’s done it before. Part of me just doesn’t have respect for her because of what happened with my adoption. Why even have a kid if you can’t even raise the child yourself? Because not only could she not raise me, but I was stuck with a family who wouldn’t care if I was dead. I’m pretty sure they adopted me for the checks. Do I definitely need some prayers. I am with the lord but not when my mom ticks me off. My mother is not with the lord though. No way. I also went through her phone and deleted some stuff that was not pleasing to the eye I’ll say and she got mad and I thought about it and she is right because no I wouldn’t want her looking through my phone. I let her anyway, but she does deserve privacy, but I guess because I’m Christian I thought I was allowed to because I was deleting her sinful pictures. Again, I just don’t have much respect for her as a woman or person. I try to, but I just find her floppy in her faith. She sways with the wind. Loose and with no root planted in anything. Flimsy. A chasing of the wind would describe her personality. She’s been working at the same retail store for 14 years.
  6. Love on earth, than do you think a man and a woman could meet in heaven and fund love together? They couldn’t get married because there is no marriage in heaven, but so? Thoughts?
  7. Praying for you strong soul. What has you feeling this way? Maybe I can share something to help you.
  8. Hmh123

    Pray for Us

    Praying for you Deb!!! Father eliminate the Smokey smell from Debs home and allow her and her mother to live comfortably. This must be awful for you both. Please allow the building management company to come and do their job! Thank you Lord, Amen🙏🏽
  9. Are they a sin? What do you guys think? I wanted to join a book club, but the book they are reading is about a girl who loses her virginity to a tattooed womanizer. What’s your take on this? The book club was called the smutty woman’s book club. Is this okay? I entered the description of the book below. Edited quote - those details are not necessary. While I am at it (editing your post), I would offer that if you would not think to read something to some children, there grandparents, and your pastor, you might want to consider if it is the best thing to put in your own mind. The Bible is racey enough, why not read that instead?
  10. Welcome Angelica! What’s your testimony? How did you come to the Christian faith?
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