What if you prayed to Jesus for over a decade for your own sanity, because you were terribly mentally unwell, and you grew more insane.
What if you had talked to hundreds of Christians, and attended church after church looking for healing, but healing never came
What if you couldn't do all those little thing's that people take for granted, and all the while your brothers & sister's stood by while you struggled to cook a healthy meal.
What if you read the Bible back to front looking for answers to why your so messed up, but most of the words that come out condemn you to a living hell.
What if.
Yes this is my story, my experience, and the reason I had to leave Christianity behind. If I didn't leave it behind I doubt I'd be here talking to you.