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To everyone who responded, Thank you so much for your input! It is really hard to give good content that folks want to read. I mean I know what I like to read but I am not really sure what others would like to read. I want to provide good content that is not only interesting but engaging to my target demographic. I will take your input and put that into my writing! Thank you, friends!

Hello friends, It is me again! I am debating on starting a new blog again, something I work on about 20% of my life...I love writing! I am curious what people would like to read about. In the past, most of my blogs are focused on secular issues interfering with Biblical issues. So many people struggle with the wickedness of the world, I just report how I handle it. I am getting tired of writing about about myself and would like to know if anyone would be interested in other topics or stories that may be of interest. PLEASE comment and let me know what kind of stuff you would like to read about I was thinking about writing a weekly installment of a fictional person realizing everything around the main character is markings of the occult and the end times. But I am not sure if anyone would like to read it. Thanks all and God bless!

Good afternoon Jayne, At this point, it would be impossible to get back with him. He has married another. Your words are of great comfort. Can I ask you something maybe you can help me with? My ex and I are legally divorced now and we share custody of our daughter. According to the law he has been charged with financially supporting her 40% (IE child support and health insurance). Luckily, I have a job that God gave me that I live pretty well financially on my own. I do struggle here and there but I have absolutely no financial support from my ex. He randomly throws these fits when I mention that it is his responsibility to pay his debts and he has not. Yet he wants to have our daughter over to play house with his new wife 2 days a week (she cannot have kids apparently). In his words (not mine) he should not have to pay anything because it is joint custody. He literally sees her 2 days a week, does not care about her diet (she has celiac disease like I do), constantly abuses his new wife in front of her. When I get upset about him afflicting her I get basically, you are a bad Christian because you didn't do what I told you to do while we were married. Calling me names and just in general annoying me. I really try to not let it get to me but it does? Am I still under his authority? Is our daughter? I do have someone I am involved with now (after my ex-married not long ago). Will my daughter fall under her father's protection or my new partner? It is a really gray area. The way I was taught, the father has authority over his daughter until she marries. But what if the Father walked away? Does it even matter?

I want to preface this by stating my ex husband left me for several different women. I was abused by him and cheated on. I tried to get past his adultery but when he threw “the Bible says you are to do as I say” in my face about going to school and reading the Bible it really hurt me emotionally. So much that I decided to live separate from him for a while. It wasn’t until he met his fiancée that he stopped playing a flip flop game about if he “wanted me” or not. Fast forward 4 years he continues to ignore me and cause me great pain. He belittled me and uses our child as a weapon to hurt me regularly. Honestly I feel like Hagar all the time. It is killing me emotionally. His new woman is blinded and I pray for her often because the physical abuse and anger he has is just not normal. Yet he deceives the world with how “faithful he is to God”. I am not perfect and I can’t preach or even share wisdom with these people. Everyone tells me that the Bible has all the answers...I believe that but honestly I need something that gives me that Aha moment where I know God will deliver me from this pain. I cannot take much more 4 years and I still cry over him forcing me to be a sinner and become an adulterer. It makes me so hurt. I do have a good man in the picture now who treats me much better I would like to marry but I just need some help sorting out my thoughts. Please send prayers and any stories in the Bible that may help me feel better...I really just need a good Christian friend. Female preferred but not required