i know this is bad , but i have no friends, family or job . ive been a prostitute my whole life and have criminal record, its all my fault, my family hates me, im severely depressed, living out of a hotel room, gained weight, i exercise at a gym but not helping! no one even speaks to me unless looking for sex. my life is an accident! i would be better off dead! im miserable ! can i still go to heaven if i commit suicide? ive seeked professional help and medication only made it worse and gain lots of weight! im an overweight hooker living in hotel , im 36 years old and hate my body, my life! ive never had a boyfriend! men use me for sex, they all lie to me!!!! i hate my life! i want out!! what should i do?
