hi... i just want to give you a little something... don't know how much this will help you though...
i too struggled with my faith in God a few months ago... a question of something he said to me not coming true...
well, what got me through it was my decision to show God my love for him no matter my situation... to obey him still, despite of what i was feeling...
and in the end, because God is faithful, he himself has settled the questions in my heart, and has reassured me of his promises...