I can't live no more I'm in chronic pain and wasting away a pray to God to give me strength listened to endless prayers.i feel he doesn't want me .have been treated like dirt by everyone they have used me robbed me beat me smashed my home the 1st girlfriend destroyed me we had a son an she ran away with a heroin addict an became one herself she had my son took in to care I sank into severe depression and 20 years later at 40 am the worse ive ever been I just can't take no more I need God in my life and I want to live the way he wants me to but like I said a pray an he doesn't listen I know suicide is a sin but if God wanted me he wouldn't of made me suffer all my life.my body an brain is given up.please pray for me
