Faithful_heart

@PrayerWarrior thank you for your help and prayer. ?

Unfortunately, that wasn't an example of putting his foot in his mouth. Since he has told me that I'm number 3 on his list, his words and actions have supported his position. He tells his mom things before me. He can cancel our plans to Uber but he can make a point of making sure his plans for us to take his mom out happen even if he reschedules because he's too tired or he wants to Uber. I don't know what to do. I'm a very weak Christian. I want to tell him how I feel but one time he told me feelings change so maybe I need to let my feelings run their course?! Maybe I'm being irrational but I feel hurt, as if I'm in so weird love triangle with my husband and his mom.

It's been up and down. The other day he told me that he has life insurance now and his mom told him not to tell me. Cause, I guess she thinks the money would make me greedy and doesn't trust me.

@missmuffet He told me today. We've been married for almost 5 years.

I was just wondering about something. My husband told me I was his third love. As it should be Jesus is number 1 (but life has caused him to slip up) His mom is number 2 and I'm number 3. It bothers me because I thought we were supposed to put each other above others but and live in a way that God was at the center of our relationship and our lives. I still a little tired when he told me this but now my mind has enough time to pick it apart. I don't know maybe I'm over thinking this. Lately, if I evenly slightly disagree with something I just let it be because I don't know how to approach it or don't to seem disrespectful. Is this something I should have commented on or should I just respect what he said for his honesty?