Hi all! I am seeking some relationship advice, I'll explain my dilemma the best I can and hopefully it will make sense. I may get a little long-winded though, so please bear with me.
My boyfriend and I have been together for just over 9 years, so all their high school and college and now beyond. He is truly a wonderful young man in so many ways, too many to name all of them here, but ever since we both graduated from college and have each moved back home with our families I feel like our communication has really suffered. We've always been different from other couples in that we don't talk and text constantly and don't see each other every day or even every week. And that's been fine for us, in fact it seems like us each having our own space especially when we were starting out allowed us to really develop our own identities and have the ability to form a stronger, more mature bond.
All that being said, our lives have both changed a lot since graduation. A little over a year later, he has a really great job that he loves but it does keep him very busy most days. On the other hand, I am devoting my time to helping my mom maintain our household and keep things running smoothly for my younger siblings and our (many!) pets. So I guess I am pretty busy a lot of the time too, just in a different way. Now, I can text or call and leave messages and wait days for him to respond, if at all. I know I'm not perfect and there have been times where I haven't been communicating enough, but it also feels like I'm the only one making the effort. For instance, I honestly can't remember the last time he initiated a conversation; it's been at least a couple months.
I want to be patient with my boyfriend and be understanding of how busy he is and how he probably doesn't have that much time or energy to talk sometimes, but I also don't want to let this go on and have him think that I don't care whether or not I get to see him or talk to him. I don't want to create strife in our relationship for no reason, but it doesn't feel like no reason anymore.
Thank you for taking the time to read this whole thing, any help or advice you can offer would be immensely helpful. Thanks so much, and God bless!