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kevana

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  1. Yes I agree the day is coming, But my friend for now as I experience HIS great love and are often in awe when I receive new revelation rather than bust, I seek the company of another that may share my thoughts, and as it is not long ago that I walked with another master. Coming from the world after many years of backsliden life, I am surprised that those which remained on their walk, have in many cases less unction to follow up on merely greeting one another each week. To me returning home to my LORD was as the prodigal son somewhat : and looking about and seeing those that never left much as they were more than 15 years ago surprises me. I don't want to compare or critersise but ask why ??? I SEE HIS CHURCH AS A POWERHOUSE BECAUSE OF HIS PRESENSE, I FEEL LARGER THAN WHEN I WAS IN THE WORLD I FEEL THE DESIRE TO SHARE THAT WITH MY CHURCH ALSO.. as I sorta thought they may understand. I'm sometimes secretly envious of the street people that I meet on the foreshore only in one area,,,,,,, COMMUNITY.
  2. ALL YOU SAY IS TRUTH, BUT AS NEW ,TRANSFORMED FROM THE WORLD, SET APART TELL ME FRIEND ARE WE NOT TO BE A LIGHT TO THE LOST AND IF NOT SHOULD NOT OUR LIGHT SHINE MOST IN OUR GATHERINGS ARE WE NOT A LIGHTHOUSE THEREBY WHY DO WE SEEM SO SHY ??? where can I find a people like this ,,, Did you know in the world even the worst,,,,, the street people look out for each other,,, should they not find more among us ???
  3. Guys this is PROBABLY WHY I CAME TO THIS FORUM. I need real answers to this and many other questions as in my own church no one seems to have the time to answer my vast questions. But lets please thrash this one out first... I do understand that there are many levels in Christ and I don't seek this from those of no understanding. But to many Christians this openness matters. Please look at it from a view where I don't force myself on anyone, am not in their face yet after many months still have available; one that seems to be in the new state. By this I mean I'm not needy not pushy ; self described just if I were not in the church as being a regular guy, and we are a church of 40 or so yet I have visited others and found open discussions about a supernatural life are hard to even be on the table, unless a prophet or someone is needed or something. My life is no longer my own now; I am transformed from the world,am not shy in my new man, blown away by him more like it, such is the change and are really wondering if that is whats going on with myself and my wife & why do our brothers and sisters stay so distant. Kev
  4. Hello again DIANE Tis Kevana again ; felt some empathy with love for you the other day, so I shared from rock bottom the change can be real and I believe permanent.. While it has only been a few months it is, HE is more real than I ever felt and yet I feel that for this to happen I needed to do certain things... # 1 Had to fully surrender #2 Clean out my closet so to speak, all of it music taste some, poor choice friends,some shows, venues, talk, etc #3 But most important was to wait on the Holy Spirit and even as a born again person, I personally cant imagine how hard it would be to succeed when not filled with HIS HOLY SPIRIT as I have so few believing friends at the mo, I pray you find this relationship with him,one available to all of his children as his promise. kev
  5. To Diane, YES ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I have And for many,many years, and yet as I fell away into really bad places, HE the Holy Spirit would show up, you know that's why we come back,,, HE reach's out you know this because of His love for us... In fact I have only been back for less than 6 months but finally, after I have probably exhausted all attempts to make it through this life under my own steam. So I surrended ; I fully gave all of myself to him was renewed, restored forgiven washed anew,, given a renewed spirit revelation restored and then just 4 days later sinned again, by my standards very small sin but enough to cry out ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,LORD WHAT MUST I DO , , , , , , not to fall away again !!!!!!! and HE said go and sin no more, so I said to HIM how ??? Short version Genesis 4 : all of Cains problems were now as mine, So I said what could this show me ??? And HE said to me Cain did not have to follow thru on the temptation inflicting him, So I said LORD I finally get it,,, NOT TO WILLFULLY SIN to make a decision every day to not willfully sin which is in my prayers to HIM every morning since and praise HIM I'm doin ok ,, with help from psalm 19 : 13 This works for me because it lines up with HIS Word and I have a relationship with HIM and as months go by I am falling further in love with HIM.. I dont know many Christians due to my long absence but I know HIM ,,,,, dont bother with people simply find a love for them. Hope this helps you Diane kev.
  6. Hello SERAQAEL I HEAR what you are saying and even, all of those above say what is true, and yet does it help us understand... Because I reach out to others both in church and basically anywhere and find myself still with my wife as one of the few that really get me.. Now over time this can leave you feeling lonely,,, as even though nothing can separate us from Christ we still yearn the company of like-minded friends hopefully sooner rather than ,,,,,For I have experienced in the gatherings in Christ its much as you do, and I feel myself that we really need to wake up... So what can I do !!!!! Be the best person I can be, be helpful,pray for those not open up to us, enjoy the meeting among Gods children and wait until God changes how the place operates ... Welcome here ,, Kevana
  7. Good point Who, Thou now that I have finally surrended I am finding that it's easier for me not to complicate my walk. Just to obey enjoy be happy enjoy living, and share that with the lost as much as my witness... love Kev
  8. Yes true,yet do you believe the path is one of darkness or LIGHT as my post highlighted, Blessing you , KEV
  9. Of much teaching on this ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, "and there are few who find it" Mathew 7 : 13 NOT BECAUSE IT IS HIDDEN,,,,,, FOR INDEED IT IS LIGHT UP LIKE CHRISTMAS,,,,,,,, BRIGHT IS THE LIGHT ON THIS PATH... But in sin our view of it is heavy blurrrrrrrred, hidden from us, and once we find this path our greatest fear is turning off it. We don't need to strive ; as in this path is rest peace love and the best possible life while we remain here. Sounds simple and friends I believe it is... Kevana p.s. this is how my wife sees the path
  10. Not me, You seem very humble and enlightened,,, Bless You ,,,K
  11. AS FOR ME WHEN I MEET PEOPLE,,,,,,,, AND I DO OFTEN, THE THING I LIKE TO TELL THEM IS, THAT A CHRISTIAN IS THE PERSON EVERY ONE WANTS TO BE LIKE...,,, THAT TO BE A CHRISTIAN IS TO BE ABLE TO LIVE THE BEST POSSIBLE LIFE YOU COULD EVEN IMAGINE. NOT GETTING BOGGED DOWN WITH THEOLOGY DOCTRINE, HOW TO THIS OR THAT ,,, JUST WALKING IN HIS LOVE AND TRYING NOT TO FLY SUCH IS THE JOY OF SOMEONE WHOM UNDERSTANDS WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THEIR LIVES AND HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM MY LORD,,, A BELIEVER ALL OF MY LIFE, YET NOW A CHRISTIAN, penny dropped about 3 months ago ... HOPE OTHERS FIND THE PATH... kevana
  12. BELIEVERS and CHRISTIANS Are they the same thing once we have a mature grasp of His WORD , when we are gifted, pray in tongues, prophesy and praise or is there more to being a CHRISTIAN ?
  13. sorry this was meant to tag on to jOURNEY 365 blog
  14. Heloo' yes Journey I also have fear and thank God for it... Fear helps me to make decisions,hopefully good ones, but every so often It has hampered me such is our walk in this life. After saying that I believe in what most here do; and there is comfort in that ; our Helper together with our conscience leads us. And I am fortunate no amount of turtle herds bother me. kevana
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