Thanks for your post - yes I was down and struggling with things that I can't seem to overcome.
I'm glad you don't have this struggle - it's a horrible feeling waking up, checking emails and posts and then realising "O no....another bad post or email".
You're so fortunate - maybe one day you may be able to respond with grace and mercy instead of....well - something else. Did you spend more time choosing funny emoticons or praying for me or others that struggle with substance abuse?
Always remember Christ came to call the sick, the healthy don't need a doctor.
Luke 18 : But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, ‘God, have mercy on me, a sinner.’ I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God. For all those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.