How am I suppose to keep faith when everything around is falling apart faster then I can get my thoughts together I’m praying but nothings changed I’m usually a tough cookie but this whole weekend from Thursday to now I wake up every morning feeling tired and crying I’m so weak I’m so tired of being strong I have nobody everyone around me is crooked I don’t understand why god won’t remove me or send me some help a mentor or a friend some support I’m to the point were I feel like I’m talking to myself