I ended up here on this forum while searching the internet with an urge to interact with Christian people. But a quick chat wasn't possible :)
I struggle with fighting inner demons, recognising and repenting sins, trying to read the bible and trying to make sense of it all. Like in I am NOT in a position to throw the first stone (I know, of course) and I know that I have a beam of wood in my eye. So for a long time I have been "quiet" because I felt I had to go through my own process before it was meaningful again to "have an opinion". But it is a bit difficult to be in a very antichristian setting (Scandinavia). Like my struggle seems almost sectarian, if that makes any sense?
Well, anyway - hope this text shows that I am not a robot.