This is something that has been bothering me as well.
I only recently have rejoined the Lord, and I've been
working on studying the Bible. So much of the Old Testament
seems to be anti-Gentile. Yet I am a Gentile. How do I
study it? It seems that many times Gentiles are excluded
from God's plan, or outright destroyed (Book of Joshua).
What causes God to act as though we are inferior throughout
so much of the OT. What causes him to change his mind later?
I'm not trying to find reasons to doubt, but it seems that we
are an afterthought. Even Jesus at first refused a Gentile.
Mar 7:25 For a certain woman, whose young daughter had an unclean spirit,
heard of him, and came and fell at his feet.
Mar 7:26 The woman was a Greek, a Syrophenician by nation; and she besought
him that he would cast forth the devil out of her daughter.
Mar 7:27 But Jesus said unto her, Let the children first be filled: for it is not meet to take the
children's bread, and to cast it unto the dogs.
Mar 7:28 And she answered and said unto him, Yes, Lord: yet the dogs under the table
eat of the children's crumbs.
Mar 7:29 And he said unto her, For this saying go thy way; the devil is gone out of thy daughter.
I really want to understand this, it has become a stumbling block for me.
Are we Gentiles only acceptable because so many of the Jews decided not to follow Jesus?