Thysia

This site literally saved my life couple of years ago.... Not a christian....but so glad i found this site and the people in here!

But does that mean you can heal people through christ in here?

Hello, Is there someone in here....who really has the gift of healing??

It does/.. .thank you... Topic can be closed

What does this mean?? Always thought Jesus was without sin?

Ahhh i see.i focus to much on satan. Is that why i like listening marilyn manson? Ips that why i i do things i shouldnt do? Is that why im depressed? Let me guess...youre going to say yes. Cause thats easy. Always blame satan. No no no! Im the one to blame! And i gotta need to be punished for that!!

Hes succeeding in destroying me. Bummer huh? Dunno how to stop it. Its getting worse

So its not good to take blame and defent satan?

Wish i could. Glad its not bad to love satan

Bad huh? Thats why i need help. But when getting help i het mad. I want to feel pain, i hate myself deeply. Here to ask help. Some may think im looking for negative attention. I dont want to open doors for satan. But also dont want to blame him.. Dont hate satan is the topic, dunno how to change that

Just so you know... i have read all replies, but have to think about it. My head is exploding cause of all the new information i've been given. Last couple of weeks were tough. Hope you guys understand.

Running away...anger....sadness...stupidness... when people say The Holy Spirit is near i already knew...cause than i'm feeling sick and very dizzy Thysia, is there any time period in your life that you don't remember? *shock* yeah..how do you know?? when i was about 13-18 years old i don't remember much..uhm..hardly anything. @Candice and Shiloh...will answer your posts later. Need to go in a few.

Running away...anger....sadness...stupidness... when people say The Holy Spirit is near i already knew...cause than i'm feeling sick and very dizzy

It is hard to know how to answer that without knowing more about you and your life. Without knowing specifics about your struggles concerning spiritual matters, no accurate answer could be given to you. But let me ask you this... What do you think is causing you to reject the Lord? What I mean is, what is it you believe that you will lose if you become a Christian? I have no clue...otherwise i think i would have a relationship with him now. I don;t know either of i'm afraid of anythign to lose. I know i'm stupid though lol

Happy birthday Jade... hope you have a great day with all the ones you love.

Some time later i read this post again... thank you all for replying. Still at the same point. Another question about satan now...is it possible i opended doors for him and that that's the reason i can;t have a relationship with God? And is it possible to close these doors? And how? I hope someone can help me with this.

Heres a link to several of the videos by this artist. edited, youtube videos are not allowed.

Ok... i know satan is reality and that he is guilty of lots of pain and trash in this world. But in my opinion it's to easy to blame satan right? Ok..in my case it is. I mean... i have been searching for God for a long time now... and i kinda think He must exist. Still, i haven't found Him. People say Satan is keeping me away from Him. But how? And isn;t it so that i;m to stupid to not see what others see? Am i asking to many questions and should i be more open? I quit reading the bible and pray for myself... cause it made me depressed and i think God already tried enough. Kinda frustrating being me lol. Trying to find God at the same time pushing him away. God must hate me by now... I hope He is as patient as someone posted above. Sometimes wished He wasn;t that patient though and pulled me by my hair. I'm scared...

I have wondered something.... why are so many christians so easy in blaming things on satan? I mean... for many years i'm trying to find why i need God and why it is i can't reach Him. Many christians say it's satan who's stopping me from finding Him. But i think, we people have a free will and so i blame myself for not finding Him. My question: Why always blame satan?

A quick reply to this one... the rest i will read more carefully later, but just had to respond to this. So you are saying God created the angels (and lucifer) with knowledge of good and evil. Wich means God allowed them to think evil ( cause He knew that would happen) and so allowed satan to be pride. Wich also means evil thoughts accured in heaven. And that means that heaven (where the angels were and where God was) wasn't perfect. Cause in a perfect place pride wouldn't excist. hmmm, makes me also wonder: was that heaven, not the same heaven God is in now?

Thank you all for your comments... looking forward to read them all. Have been busy a lot and will be.... but will try to respond soon. Can't wait

I have been thinking about something and was wondering how you think about this. And i really hope someone can give me an answer. Heaven is perfect. No sickness, no pain, no sadness, no sin etc etc. All people are happy, healthy and everything is 100% perfect in heaven. What i don't get is the following: how is it possible, that in a 100% perfect place satan got the evil idea of wanting to be equal to God. So that's the question... how's that possible. Does that mean heaven isn;t 100% perfect? And that there still is evil? Curious about your answers...

Anyone who can help me with this?

Hi all... i have a question. IS the doctrine Andrew Wommack has right or not? According to the bible i mean? And can someone give me examples of that? Friends of me are enthuastic about this guy, but other friends it's more like yoga or new age. Hope you can help me. Rachel

Some of you may know me... the dumbhead starting this subject time after time... but i just don't know how to get out of this. Starting this topic i hope someone knows the answer. Few years ago i got home, being very depressed. Doctor told me i had a burnout. Things at work and private things were to much for me. I couldn;t handle it anymore. had lots of physical problems too like heart and breathing stuff. they found out i got asthma, some infections.. and some more. my relationship with God wasn't there... i hated myself for being in this position (actually i always have hated myself) and i was looking at satanical sites to punish myself. Not feeling worthy enough to have God on my side. Things changed a little.... I got on this board and i let God into my life (at least... that's what i thought). Maybe i have Him in my life... but this is not it. Some weeks ago a female at my church had a testimony. She told she always believed there was a God. She did many things for church and raised her children with the christian believe. But she felt she was missing something, a personal relationship with Him. She witnessed that she still was sitting on the throne... that she couldn't step off to let Jesus sit on that throne... she also explained why she couldn't... there was somethign she needed to get rid of first. That testimony made me emotional. I know i need God on my throne.. and i know He's the answer... and i might get that advice of you aswell. But struggling now for so long. what is keeping me from complete surrender and what is it not being able to have joy in my life and peace... i don't know. I need advice... shall i just step out of this world? no.. i;m to chicken for that and that's not the answer... shall i let Go of God? no.. that's not what i want. Shall i go on like this? no.. makes me backslide more and more... shall i kneel and ask God? sure... but already did that so many times... shall i read the bible and find answers in there? did that too... must be blind... Am i just a moron that i don't understand?? When i'm in chat here.. many folks talk that easy, like if it's a piece of cookie to have such a relationship with God.. and they make me doubt even more about myself. What the heck am i doing wrong... what I so wished i was like Mark Hall from casting crowns, and many others... fully committed to God. Working for Him, being a witness for Him, using their talents God gave them, crying cause they love God so much, crying cause of His mercy, loving others cause they have the Love of God in them. Grandpa told me once when i was asking why it was like talkint to a wall when praying, that God was thinking the same. That God is talking to a wall when He talks to me aswell. God doens;t need me.. i know that. I wished someone could break my walls, maybe need to be beat up to change... can't go on like this much longer. Will this end? and how??