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Most of my life and even as a Christian now for 12 years... I am always faced with heavy burdens .

Either it is with my life or my immediate family ( children).

Am I the only one that this is happening to ? Is this happening to anyone else.

For I feel like a worn out punching bag and am being singled out.

Where is Gods promises and His help ?

I do follow the Lord every minute of the day.

I just don't understand .

Now my son , 37 years old , with a brain disorder . He lives with me.

He has to go in and out of the hospital with-in 2 months, and doesn't know me or anyone when this happens to him , until they give him meds.

It is happening to him more frequently and this is heartbreaking , I am so crushed.

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Paster John Beveres book "relentless" would really encourage you right now. A lot of people in my church, including myself had that attack experience all at once. Its the spirit of infermity. God is with you, he doesn't create trauma to kill us, its satans job. If satan can keep you from confidentally live and speak Gods word over yourself then he will seem to reign more over ur life than God. I remember itgot so bad for me that I was afraid to step outside, but remember that God did not give use a spirit of fear but a clear and sound mind. God wants to give you not just peace, but peace that surpasses all understanding. That means when the devil tries to kill u at all angles, you have joy in your heart because you know that this season will pass and God is in control. Speak life over your situation and dedicate it all to God. The devil is forced to leave when the holy spirit is in charge. "Greater is he that is within [you] than he is in the world" ! Praying for you!

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Most of my life and even as a Christian now for 12 years... I am always faced with heavy burdens .

Either it is with my life or my immediate family ( children).

Am I the only one that this is happening to ? Is this happening to anyone else.

For I feel like a worn out punching bag and am being singled out.

Where is Gods promises and His help ?

I do follow the Lord every minute of the day.

I just don't understand .

Now my son , 37 years old , with a brain disorder . He lives with me.

He has to go in and out of the hospital with-in 2 months, and doesn't know me or anyone when this happens to him , until they give him meds.

It is happening to him more frequently and this is heartbreaking , I am so crushed.

This is the fire of God's testing... it is what comes against the faith you have toward His promises and the components of the present.

We have a will and a want and when that collides with God's ... one must be broken always yielding to God's Will! This seen best

when the Son in the garden desiring another way- yet His Holy Desire being The Father Directive-> God giving example of spiritual

resolve over that of this life *completely*... when a person reaches this resolve there remains nothing within the person themself to

remain unsettled but now is at peace perfectly aligned to The Will of The Father in Christ The Lord! This is the purest form of worship

as you sense the pleasure of The Lord with your present state of person-> being considered dead<- but rendering life in the assurance of

good coming from all that is not understood or seen as God has promised to all called according to His purpose-> His Promise! His Personal

Promise to us that are called! Imagine the beauty it is to God to see nothing but faith and trust in Him with no buts about it! Prayers... Love, Steven

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I am saved and non-denominational and for years I spoke Gods' word over ,my life daily.

I still had horrible things that came my way.

Saved 12 years ago, I was homeless ..then got married. (My 3 kids I had was with my 1 st , husband.)

He became saved.

We bought a house.

He had another woman he met through his divorced step-brothers, at their house.

My ex met her .. I was living in our house.

Went to court for community property. He got the house. I did not receive any moneyfrom him

for my share of the house.

I got a job in retail.

When I had to leave from my house I was a 60 year old , homeless , heart patient.

I lived in a church bible study room for a while.

Then I was able to find an apt.

My son was living with a friend ..then came back with me.

Hurricane Gustav..2008--

I lost my apt. I had because of a tornado that took the side of the building I lived in.

It put me and my son homeless and living in a motel for 6 weeks.

Til I found another apt.

After , 5 1/2 years on my job , I got fired for no reason. That new boss was firing people that were there

for 15 -20 years. Then , the owner from out of state ..came and fired him.

Then I was forced to retire and I could not find a job. I had to put I was fired on my apps. , then my age it is hard to find anything here.

I focused more on my son . He started to get worst in 2 years.

He cannot drive and can take care of his personal self . But, his illness is getting worst on him as he ages.

His dad doesn't help me with him. he never did.

Always a mountain I am carrying.

Joy , hope, desires are taken from me.

Looking back.. I see very little of any kind of help from God.

Although , I go before him 3 times a daily .

Morning worship.

Evening- Bible study ..then praying for others.

He doesn't answer my prayer petitions that I ask Him for.

I told Him.. He has me in a little cornor of His pasture alone ,

and He just punches up on me all the time with heavy problems.

I cannot bare these things anymore.

I am up in age and a heart and brain stroke patient.

Remembering when I was younger ...there was joy , happiness, at times, even through hardships.

Since I have been saved ,there is none anymore. No joy, and happiness, or security in my life.

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The greatest lesson in Job 'IS' no man may answer for God but when God

answers Job.. Job repented of his own position and in the dust he worshipped...

My prayer for you is strength to hear God in this- as still this must be found to

be true!

Ro 8:28-29

28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God,

to those who are the called according to His purpose.

NKJV

If your situation is that of Job then the tenacity of your life clinging to The Hope

in God will be a radiant glory to His Son!!! I hope you see this as a possibility...

Love, Steven

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Job was a man he was able to take a lot.

I am just a woman ...and now with age , not healthy either.

I am with a heavy heart and load, crying all the time about the burdens.

To the end of having to constantly taking this beating from God or the devil He created.

Where is the restoration He promises for me, while living here on earth ?

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Job was a man he was able to take a lot.

I am just a woman ...and now with age , not healthy either.

I am with a heavy heart and load, crying all the time about the burdens.

To the end of having to constantly taking this beating from God or the devil He created.

Where is the restoration He promises for me, while living here on earth ?

Read Foxes book of martyrs and you tell me... Loved one we all have had

hard roads! To take our eyes off Christ to examine the lives around us as to who

has it the worst~ I think a mistake... For the life of Christ here- WAS- the hardest of

all! So We all bear to some measure according to His Will that fellowship of suffering

as His children :)

Love, Steven

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Job was a man he was able to take a lot.

I am just a woman ...and now with age , not healthy either.

I am with a heavy heart and load, crying all the time about the burdens.

To the end of having to constantly taking this beating from God or the devil He created.

Where is the restoration He promises for me, while living here on earth ?

Read Foxes book of martyrs and you tell me... Loved one we all have had

hard roads! To take our eyes off Christ to examine the lives around us as to who

has it the worst~ I think a mistake... For the life of Christ here- WAS- the hardest of

all! So We all bear to some measure according to His Will that fellowship of suffering

as His children :)

Love, Steven

Yes .. i know that people experience hardships , burdens, and tribulations .

But, that is why I am asking ...

is it all the time ? Like I am experiencing .

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Job was a man he was able to take a lot.

I am just a woman ...and now with age , not healthy either.

I am with a heavy heart and load, crying all the time about the burdens.

To the end of having to constantly taking this beating from God or the devil He created.

Where is the restoration He promises for me, while living here on earth ?

Read Foxes book of martyrs and you tell me... Loved one we all have had

hard roads! To take our eyes off Christ to examine the lives around us as to who

has it the worst~ I think a mistake... For the life of Christ here- WAS- the hardest of

all! So We all bear to some measure according to His Will that fellowship of suffering

as His children :)

Love, Steven

Yes .. i know that people experience hardships , burdens, and tribulations .

But, that is why I am asking ...

is it all the time ? Like I am experiencing .

1 Pe 1:6-7

6 In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, you have been grieved by various trials,

7 that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it is tested

by fire, may be found to praise, honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ

NKJV this little while could be the span of our lives as the flower of grass?

We love you sister... we will pray for this... We hear the burden and know how to pray!

Remember to reason from His Word and not this world's influence upon us as accounting to time!

1 Pe 1:24-25

24 because

"All flesh is as grass,

And all the glory of man as the flower of the grass.

The grass withers, and its flower falls away,

25 But the word of the Lord endures forever."

NKJV

Our endurance comes from vs. 25 lift your hands to His glory

and feel His hands about you in His Word of promise

Jn 10:28-30

28 And I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone

snatch them out of My hand. 29 My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater

than all; and no one is able to snatch them out of My Father's hand. 30 I and My

Father are one."

NKJV

Shall we then consider the flower of the moment or His Hand upon us for all eternity....

Love, Steven

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Job was a man he was able to take a lot.

I am just a woman ...and now with age , not healthy either.

I am with a heavy heart and load, crying all the time about the burdens.

To the end of having to constantly taking this beating from God or the devil He created.

Where is the restoration He promises for me, while living here on earth ?

Read Foxes book of martyrs and you tell me... Loved one we all have had

hard roads! To take our eyes off Christ to examine the lives around us as to who

has it the worst~ I think a mistake... For the life of Christ here- WAS- the hardest of

all! So We all bear to some measure according to His Will that fellowship of suffering

as His children :)

Love, Steven

Yes .. i know that people experience hardships , burdens, and tribulations .

But, that is why I am asking ...

is it all the time ? Like I am experiencing .

1 Pe 1:6-7

6 In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, you have been grieved by various trials,

7 that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it is tested

by fire, may be found to praise, honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ

NKJV this little while could be the span of our lives as the flower of grass?

We love you sister... we will pray for this... We hear the burden and know how to pray!

Remember to reason from His Word and not this world's influence upon us as accounting to time!

1 Pe 1:24-25

24 because

"All flesh is as grass,

And all the glory of man as the flower of the grass.

The grass withers, and its flower falls away,

25 But the word of the Lord endures forever."

NKJV

Our endurance comes from vs. 25 lift your hands to His glory

and feel His hands about you in His Word of promise

Jn 10:28-30

28 And I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone

snatch them out of My hand. 29 My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater

than all; and no one is able to snatch them out of My Father's hand. 30 I and My

Father are one."

NKJV

Shall we then consider the flower of the moment or the His Hand upon us for all eternity....

Love, Steven

Thank You so much steven, Love you brother.. :emot-hug:

I do need for others help to pray to break this cycle off of me...

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