preciouspearl Posted April 18, 2015 Group: Senior Member Followers: 11 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 813 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 516 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/02/2013 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/03/1987 Share Posted April 18, 2015 i feel like it wont work out....ever i told other people i know that my group leader said i should tell my mom things i tell her like iwht my writings and stuff she said my mom should be my best friend and its either a yes or no that me and mhy mom are close. i said sometimes... this woman has serious black and white thinking the stuff i shared in grou parent that personal to me i shared that i si, and showed few of them my writings...by writings i mean songs and poems peopel act like i bare my soul but i dont its alomost like shes admitting that no she doesnt want tot alk to me i was talkinga bout a lady in our group who i was aying who is kind of "hard" with helping people....what i mean by hard is she is not al lovey dovey and does not hug or comfort. a straight talker but she said that "you wouldnt like if you had a long day like she does and you have to hear about someone saying bad things they did or said all day" i just felt it was so rude and hurtful i cried tonight she doesnt know what i shared with the lady she doesnt know me the other lady said i cuold tlak to her Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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angels4u Posted April 19, 2015 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 56 Topic Count: 1,664 Topics Per Day: 0.20 Content Count: 19,763 Content Per Day: 2.39 Reputation: 12,161 Days Won: 28 Joined: 08/22/2001 Status: Offline Share Posted April 19, 2015 Praying for you girl Do you talk to God and tell Him anything? He cares more for you then you can imagine,He right beside you and walks with you every step you take! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
preciouspearl Posted April 19, 2015 Group: Senior Member Followers: 11 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 813 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 516 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/02/2013 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/03/1987 Author Share Posted April 19, 2015 i went to one of my favorite places and read, cried and wrote.... i gues it was talkign to God it kept me from doing something destructive but i still feel so hopeless now i knew i had a pointless life and nothing good will ever come. i really have no future... i feel ilke im going to die soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jezikiah Posted April 19, 2015 Group: Members Followers: 1 Topic Count: 6 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 65 Content Per Day: 0.02 Reputation: 42 Days Won: 0 Joined: 04/10/2015 Status: Offline Birthday: 02/09/1987 Share Posted April 19, 2015 i went to one of my favorite places and read, cried and wrote.... i gues it was talkign to God it kept me from doing something destructive but i still feel so hopeless now i knew i had a pointless life and nothing good will ever come. i really have no future... i feel ilke im going to die soon. You do have a life, and something good will come of it!! You have a future in store. Jermiah 29: 11 says 11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Keep praying, seeking God talking to him and he will carry you through-YOU ARE HIS CHOSEN CHILD!! We here at Worthy willl support you, but Always remember God has the best in store for you, even through any trials. God wants to help and guide you through it! Remember You have a future, Trust God and look to the future, with hope and faith. God Love you dearly!! Prays are sent for you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alien224 Posted April 21, 2015 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 8 Topic Count: 82 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 1,762 Content Per Day: 0.38 Reputation: 869 Days Won: 2 Joined: 08/09/2011 Status: Offline Birthday: 02/24/1964 Share Posted April 21, 2015 Praying. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
preciouspearl Posted April 25, 2015 Group: Senior Member Followers: 11 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 813 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 516 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/02/2013 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/03/1987 Author Share Posted April 25, 2015 so im staying in the group but waiting on God's wisdom whether tot alk to someoen or not maybe telling someone thte truth can change people acting weird but im waiting i dont see myself crying like other people do in the small g roups with ten ladies people can open the most i told a whole group is the si and maybe the time when someoen called police on me cos they were woried i wasnt alive i dont want to be an attention seeker. i dont view any of them that way but..... i dont know dad didnt like it when we would need prayer requests or people in churches being there for us. i guess thats some of mmy problem i made it all week. last saturday i wrote a song and went to a favorite place and read my bible, wrote a poem/song/whatever it is.. i know God is sustaining me and covering me i did si' but it was just a little nick. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
petula Posted April 25, 2015 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 8 Topic Count: 3 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 1,499 Content Per Day: 0.43 Reputation: 1,665 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/17/2014 Status: Offline Birthday: 03/31/1955 Share Posted April 25, 2015 Still praying for you precious ,things will get better ,continue to talk to God ,he will not let you down . I wish you would fully confide in someone you trust , there are so many people who care for you . God bless you dear. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
desi2007 Posted April 25, 2015 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 2 Topic Count: 61 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1,220 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 219 Days Won: 3 Joined: 10/05/2007 Status: Offline Birthday: 03/18/1966 Share Posted April 25, 2015 Praying for you. May I say something else that is stirring in my heart as I read your post. I feel your energy is so drained, you seem to go along with others vs. with what you want. I think having a sense of boundaries and limits helps you to connect with your true self. Boundaries are all based on your feelings, beliefs, thoughts, choices, wants, needs. You don't need to feel guilty for what you need. Find a healthy boundary for you, Protect your boundaries otherwise your needs go unmet which can lead to anxiety. My guess is find what is missing from your life get a clear idea on what you value and desire in life and build from there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
preciouspearl Posted April 29, 2015 Group: Senior Member Followers: 11 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 813 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 516 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/02/2013 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/03/1987 Author Share Posted April 29, 2015 thanks. i happen to have a boundaries book but never finished it maybe ill do that si'd today just 3 small....more like scratches....no big deal i guess but i just violated 2 of our principles in group and i dont care. does this mean im really not saved? idk anymore Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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