gerbilwoman Posted December 21, 2016 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 10 Topic Count: 62 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 2,332 Content Per Day: 0.67 Reputation: 685 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/07/2014 Status: Offline Author Share Posted December 21, 2016 24 minutes ago, RustyAngeL said: There is no such thing "God Can't" He is the God the impossible. My question to you is how much of an effort are you putting fourth to seek Him? God is not going to run you over. He will no go where He is not asked. Seek Him above all things. Get into His Word and spend time in His Presence, That is where your answers are. In all honest not that much but I'm going to put more effort into it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BK1110 Posted December 21, 2016 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 22 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 6,867 Content Per Day: 2.42 Reputation: 9,598 Days Won: 4 Joined: 07/18/2016 Status: Offline Birthday: 11/10/1986 Share Posted December 21, 2016 Amen to that! Praying that God would help you in your journey and would reveal Himself and His will to you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doubtful Posted December 22, 2016 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 1 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 3 Content Per Day: 0.00 Reputation: 2 Days Won: 0 Joined: 12/15/2016 Status: Offline Share Posted December 22, 2016 On 11/7/2016 at 3:32 PM, gerbilgirl said: First off, please don't judge me, I'm trying to change. I have high functioning autism. As a result I have trouble with emotional regulation and impulse control and sometimes have meltdowns. When I was younger I'd often hit my parents if I was overwhelmed by a situation. I still do this occasionally but I'm really trying to stop. I've never given them any serious injuries. I used to always feel terrible afterwards. However, more recently, I'm finding sometimes violence makes me happy. I've read violent stories for pleasure. I'm fighting the urge to do this right now. Also, for about a year now I've had thoughts of hurting child family members. One in particular annoyed me last Thanksgiving and I feel an urge to get back at him. Also, I used to play with knives. I don't think this is my autism anymore. I do have some mental illnesses and hormonal imbalances and as a result am on 7 medications. I'm wondering if this could be either from another condition or be a med side effect. I'll talk to professionals but if its from a med I don't think there is any way to know which one since I'm on so many. Enjoying the violence or wanting to be violent isn't who I used to be. I used to be vegan I was so anti-violence to living things and I still limit the animal products I eat. Prayers please, if that's not too much to ask? Don't believe you. this is just a thread to bring followers in. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kwikphilly Posted December 22, 2016 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 96 Topic Count: 307 Topics Per Day: 0.08 Content Count: 18,136 Content Per Day: 4.63 Reputation: 27,816 Days Won: 327 Joined: 08/03/2013 Status: Offline Share Posted December 22, 2016 Blessings Doubtful Welcome to Worthy,I understand you are brand new here so it is hard to know who is who and some things that others go through can be pretty hard to believe but I can tell you that gerbilgirl has been here with us for over 2 years now......we have gotten to know her,love her & her struggles are quite real....... We are happy to meet you & I hope we get to know you as well & you will come to know us too.....that we may all give Glory to God ,in Christ With love-in Christ,Kwik Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gerbilwoman Posted December 22, 2016 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 10 Topic Count: 62 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 2,332 Content Per Day: 0.67 Reputation: 685 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/07/2014 Status: Offline Author Share Posted December 22, 2016 Thank you BK and Kwik! Doubtful, if it means anything I was raised Roman Catholic, I've just lost my way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
enoob57 Posted December 22, 2016 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 35 Topic Count: 100 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 41,154 Content Per Day: 7.98 Reputation: 21,444 Days Won: 76 Joined: 03/13/2010 Status: Offline Birthday: 07/27/1957 Share Posted December 22, 2016 It sounds like an anger deep within yourself you can't quite get at I would focus upon God Who promises repair of things we ourselves cannot accomplish ... God is the only solution to the things we cannot control. Love, Steven Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gerbilwoman Posted December 22, 2016 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 10 Topic Count: 62 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 2,332 Content Per Day: 0.67 Reputation: 685 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/07/2014 Status: Offline Author Share Posted December 22, 2016 Thank you Steven. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gerbilwoman Posted February 3, 2017 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 10 Topic Count: 62 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 2,332 Content Per Day: 0.67 Reputation: 685 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/07/2014 Status: Offline Author Share Posted February 3, 2017 (edited) This is getting worse again. I've been aggressive. Going to the doctor tomorrow. Edited February 3, 2017 by gerbilgirl Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BK1110 Posted February 3, 2017 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 22 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.03 Content Count: 6,867 Content Per Day: 2.42 Reputation: 9,598 Days Won: 4 Joined: 07/18/2016 Status: Offline Birthday: 11/10/1986 Share Posted February 3, 2017 Praying for you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gerbilwoman Posted February 4, 2017 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 10 Topic Count: 62 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 2,332 Content Per Day: 0.67 Reputation: 685 Days Won: 0 Joined: 11/07/2014 Status: Offline Author Share Posted February 4, 2017 6 hours ago, BK1110 said: Praying for you! Thank you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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