peeday Posted September 6, 2017 Group: Members Followers: 5 Topic Count: 14 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 44 Content Per Day: 0.02 Reputation: 29 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/05/2017 Status: Offline Share Posted September 6, 2017 Broken, incomplete, abandoned, alone, terrified, frustrated, depressed. The idea of getting on my knees is laughable. How can he allow me to fall so low, yet again... Night terrors... if someone reads me another scripture.. or tells me how much He loves me.. I will shudder. this is not a life worth living. I am tired reading God's promises, it hurts even more. He has deceived me. I am done. I might be gone even before you get the chance reply this post. I know my family loves me but I can't see them suffer no more. Time heals, they will move on at some time. I just can't do this no more. THIS IS THE END.. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Couppy Posted September 24, 2017 Group: Advanced Member Followers: 2 Topic Count: 3 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 135 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 82 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/27/2012 Status: Offline Share Posted September 24, 2017 On 9/6/2017 at 11:33 PM, peeday said: Broken, incomplete, abandoned, alone, terrified, frustrated, depressed. The idea of getting on my knees is laughable. How can he allow me to fall so low, yet again... Night terrors... if someone reads me another scripture.. or tells me how much He loves me.. I will shudder. this is not a life worth living. I am tired reading God's promises, it hurts even more. He has deceived me. I am done. I might be gone even before you get the chance reply this post. I know my family loves me but I can't see them suffer no more. Time heals, they will move on at some time. I just can't do this no more. THIS IS THE END.. Are you still here???? Let's talk. 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fidei Defensor Posted September 24, 2017 Group: Royal Member Followers: 18 Topic Count: 165 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 3,997 Content Per Day: 1.57 Reputation: 2,607 Days Won: 15 Joined: 04/29/2017 Status: Offline Share Posted September 24, 2017 This sounds like suicide. Please do not do anything rash. Talk to someone, anyone. 3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post HisFirst Posted September 24, 2017 Group: Royal Member Followers: 21 Topic Count: 315 Topics Per Day: 0.11 Content Count: 3,491 Content Per Day: 1.26 Reputation: 2,582 Days Won: 3 Joined: 09/25/2016 Status: Offline Popular Post Share Posted September 24, 2017 On 07/09/2017 at 8:33 AM, peeday said: Broken, incomplete, abandoned, alone, terrified, frustrated, depressed. The idea of getting on my knees is laughable. How can he allow me to fall so low, yet again... Night terrors... if someone reads me another scripture.. or tells me how much He loves me.. I will shudder. this is not a life worth living. I am tired reading God's promises, it hurts even more. He has deceived me. I am done. I might be gone even before you get the chance reply this post. I know my family loves me but I can't see them suffer no more. Time heals, they will move on at some time. I just can't do this no more. THIS IS THE END.. Hello Peeday, No your family won't move on - my brother took his life and it's beyond tragic. Plz never think your family will be ok because it just won't be. The family is never the same again. Are you able to come back here and talk? 2 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
peeday Posted September 24, 2017 Group: Members Followers: 5 Topic Count: 14 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 44 Content Per Day: 0.02 Reputation: 29 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/05/2017 Status: Offline Author Share Posted September 24, 2017 43 minutes ago, HisFirst said: Hello Peeday, No your family won't move on - my brother took his life and it's beyond tragic. Plz never think your family will be ok because it just won't be. The family is never the same again. Are you able to come back here and talk? I am still here 2 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fidei Defensor Posted September 24, 2017 Group: Royal Member Followers: 18 Topic Count: 165 Topics Per Day: 0.06 Content Count: 3,997 Content Per Day: 1.57 Reputation: 2,607 Days Won: 15 Joined: 04/29/2017 Status: Offline Share Posted September 24, 2017 Is there a local church or shelter you can go to get immediate help? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HisFirst Posted September 24, 2017 Group: Royal Member Followers: 21 Topic Count: 315 Topics Per Day: 0.11 Content Count: 3,491 Content Per Day: 1.26 Reputation: 2,582 Days Won: 3 Joined: 09/25/2016 Status: Offline Share Posted September 24, 2017 10 minutes ago, peeday said: I am still here 2 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HisFirst Posted September 24, 2017 Group: Royal Member Followers: 21 Topic Count: 315 Topics Per Day: 0.11 Content Count: 3,491 Content Per Day: 1.26 Reputation: 2,582 Days Won: 3 Joined: 09/25/2016 Status: Offline Share Posted September 24, 2017 11 minutes ago, peeday said: I am still here I'm glad you replied 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HisFirst Posted September 24, 2017 Group: Royal Member Followers: 21 Topic Count: 315 Topics Per Day: 0.11 Content Count: 3,491 Content Per Day: 1.26 Reputation: 2,582 Days Won: 3 Joined: 09/25/2016 Status: Offline Share Posted September 24, 2017 13 minutes ago, peeday said: I am still here Are you ok? 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
peeday Posted September 24, 2017 Group: Members Followers: 5 Topic Count: 14 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 44 Content Per Day: 0.02 Reputation: 29 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/05/2017 Status: Offline Author Share Posted September 24, 2017 24 minutes ago, Fidei Defensor said: Is there a local church or shelter you can go to get immediate help? We are somewhere for now, the church will attend wouldn't be able a place we can go 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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