yaussyp Posted September 28, 2018 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 7 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 52 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 10 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/26/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted September 28, 2018 20 minutes ago, Abby-Joy said: Since you are born again, take the Word of God (since God cannot lie) and receive its truth. And ask Him to reveal to you why these things are happening. He will show you if you are willing to know. I did that one time, and I was lead straight to John 8:44 "You are of your father, the Devil…" Was he telling me "Sorry, you're screwed!"? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LearningToLetGo Posted September 28, 2018 Group: Senior Member Followers: 5 Topic Count: 37 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 716 Content Per Day: 0.36 Reputation: 659 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/21/2018 Status: Offline Share Posted September 28, 2018 1 hour ago, yaussyp said: I'm very near the end of my life if something doesn't change. Hello Pearce, Please don't give up on yourself. Our human point of view is limited and oftentimes incorrect. When things appear hopeless to us it does not mean there is no cause for hope, but rather we simply can't see the complete picture. I'm glad you are reaching out online. That is an excellent start. Now may be a good time to call a friend or family member, or perhaps a priest or pastor - anyone who knows you and whom you trust. Sometimes it's hard to accept, but God will not give you more than you can handle. He may well give you more than you think you can handle, but that is how we grow. May God bless you and comfort you in this trying time. -Jason Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yaussyp Posted September 28, 2018 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 7 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 52 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 10 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/26/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted September 28, 2018 34 minutes ago, Abby-Joy said: yaussyp, how long have these things been happening? About 11 years now. Since my mid teens. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayin jade Posted September 28, 2018 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 44 Topic Count: 6,178 Topics Per Day: 0.88 Content Count: 43,784 Content Per Day: 6.23 Reputation: 11,227 Days Won: 58 Joined: 01/03/2005 Status: Offline Share Posted September 28, 2018 1 hour ago, yaussyp said: I have even cursed at God repeatedly for allowing me to go through this. It's all but unbearable. Was this not why Jesus died on the cross for us? To become the curse, and protect us from unjust curses and torment from Satan? Why does the blood not apply to me?? I am in desperation right now. He died on the crosd to spare ud the penalty of sin. We are not promised a happy life or a mate or to have an easy life. No matter how rough life is we have salvation and forgiveness of sin. Perhaps you misunderstand what His death means to us I am sorry you are suffering though Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yaussyp Posted September 28, 2018 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 7 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 52 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 10 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/26/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted September 28, 2018 36 minutes ago, Abby-Joy said: Absolutely not. I wasn't saying to just open the Bible and read a random Scripture and take it out of context.... is that what you meant by Him leading you to that verse? No, I meant I asked him "Why won't you help me?" and my eyes were led to that verse. Also one time I did the same thing, and I just happened to flip to page 666, and Isaiah 66:6. I think he is trying to tell me something... Usually when I ask for answers I get nothing but crickets. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yaussyp Posted September 28, 2018 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 7 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 52 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 10 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/26/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted September 28, 2018 1 minute ago, Abby-Joy said: How do you interpret that? When I see the numbers 666, I think of the antichrist, but I don't interpret it as God telling my I am an antichrist. I think it's strange that in that particular bible, Isaiah verse 6:66 was on page 666 and the verse also happens to be God repaying his enemies what they deserve. I think he was telling me I'm getting what I deserve, because I'm an antichrist, and I belong to the devil. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yaussyp Posted September 28, 2018 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 7 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 52 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 10 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/26/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted September 28, 2018 2 minutes ago, Abby-Joy said: What do you think of all the people here responding to you... who genuinely care about you? Could you consider that that is God showing you that He cares about you? That would take a lot to believe. So many people have pretended to "care" about me, until it's more convenient to stick a sword in my chest instead... I don't trust anyone anymore. It seems like everyone is the enemy in disguise. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ayin jade Posted September 28, 2018 Group: Worthy Ministers Followers: 44 Topic Count: 6,178 Topics Per Day: 0.88 Content Count: 43,784 Content Per Day: 6.23 Reputation: 11,227 Days Won: 58 Joined: 01/03/2005 Status: Offline Share Posted September 28, 2018 We all deserve eternal hell, but in His mercy He has provided us with a way to be spared from all that - the sacrifice of Jesus on the cross. Perhaps His message to you is, despite all of humanity deserving punishment, He has spared you through Christ. Trust in Him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LearningToLetGo Posted September 28, 2018 Group: Senior Member Followers: 5 Topic Count: 37 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 716 Content Per Day: 0.36 Reputation: 659 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/21/2018 Status: Offline Share Posted September 28, 2018 2 minutes ago, yaussyp said: I think he was telling me I'm getting what I deserve, because I'm an antichrist, and I belong to the devil. I call BS on that. I read your testimonial, what you wrote about your experience by the pool. Just stop and let yourself be still. Spend time in prayer. You are overthinking this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yaussyp Posted September 28, 2018 Group: Members Followers: 0 Topic Count: 7 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 52 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 10 Days Won: 0 Joined: 09/26/2018 Status: Offline Author Share Posted September 28, 2018 1 minute ago, LearningToLetGo said: I call BS on that. I read your testimonial, what you wrote about your experience by the pool. Just stop and let yourself be still. Spend time in prayer. You are overthinking this. I'm not entirely sure that experience was God... was it? Could it have been the effect of some kind of witchcraft or voodoo? I really don't know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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