preciouspearl Posted November 14, 2018 Group: Senior Member Followers: 11 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 813 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 516 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/02/2013 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/03/1987 Share Posted November 14, 2018 (edited) could God want me to die? alll i feel is i cause pain and misery. i am a burden. don thave a lot of my own life or money. i feel like id be better off dead . i want to be out of pain. Edited November 16, 2018 by preciouspearl 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest 1sheep Posted November 14, 2018 Share Posted November 14, 2018 No. God doesnt want you to die but live victorious In Christ!' Can you explain whats going on? God loves you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
preciouspearl Posted November 14, 2018 Group: Senior Member Followers: 11 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 813 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 516 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/02/2013 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/03/1987 Author Share Posted November 14, 2018 i ruined and betrayed my family. im evil Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest 1sheep Posted November 14, 2018 Share Posted November 14, 2018 11 minutes ago, preciouspearl said: i ruined and betrayed my family. im evil We all mess up. We are fallible human beings. Ask for forgiveness from your heart and mean what you say! One day at a time. Your family will forgive you right? Psalm 30:5 For His anger endureth but a moment, and in His favor is life; weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning. Pull your boot straps up and do what you can do and trust God to work all things out for his glory! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
preciouspearl Posted November 15, 2018 Group: Senior Member Followers: 11 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 813 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 516 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/02/2013 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/03/1987 Author Share Posted November 15, 2018 i think i should apologize to them. i am the crazy one. a bad christian Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
preciouspearl Posted November 15, 2018 Group: Senior Member Followers: 11 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 813 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 516 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/02/2013 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/03/1987 Author Share Posted November 15, 2018 mom says im supposed to suffer in my affliction. i feel betrayed. i feel evil ? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Unfailing Presence Posted November 15, 2018 Group: Senior Member Followers: 3 Topic Count: 21 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 649 Content Per Day: 0.25 Reputation: 170 Days Won: 0 Joined: 03/26/2017 Status: Offline Share Posted November 15, 2018 43 minutes ago, preciouspearl said: i think i should apologize to them. i am the crazy one. a bad christian Precious there was once an entire group of people who much like you felt burdened down in sorrow , everything going against them , hopelessly defeated , seeing nothing but impending doom in front and in back of them . And in their hour of deepest distress and what seemed hopelessness God summoned the voice of one man , Moses , to cry out to them : " Fear not , stand still and see the Salvation of the Lord ." ( Exodus 14 : 13 ) And that very night God lifted up the Red Sea making a passage , and His people crossed to safety , delivered from their sorrows , enemies , and their certain defeat . Stand still Precious , which you are to God , and see the Salvation of the Lord . Be calm , quiet , believing Trust the Lord , and watch Him deliver you in a marvelous way . I know He will do it , for God cannot lie . " He will not fail thee nor forsake thee. " Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
preciouspearl Posted November 15, 2018 Group: Senior Member Followers: 11 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 813 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 516 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/02/2013 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/03/1987 Author Share Posted November 15, 2018 3 minutes ago, Abby-Joy said: I'm sorry she isn't standing behind you .... she should!! You're not evil. Message me if you need to talk.... thank you the only thing im trying to hope for is the observation that she is so easily influenced by different teachings. i prayed that God will open her eyes more. i guess. now its hard to tell what God wants. maybe God wants me to listen to her.... 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
preciouspearl Posted November 15, 2018 Group: Senior Member Followers: 11 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 813 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 516 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/02/2013 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/03/1987 Author Share Posted November 15, 2018 thank ou all. i dont know what to do than to allow you all to pray for me. i feel like i have no or little faith if any. the guilt and shame if eel is unbearable 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
preciouspearl Posted November 16, 2018 Group: Senior Member Followers: 11 Topic Count: 86 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 813 Content Per Day: 0.20 Reputation: 516 Days Won: 0 Joined: 05/02/2013 Status: Offline Birthday: 10/03/1987 Author Share Posted November 16, 2018 My devotions haven't been the same. I've been feeling like I'm better off dead. Considered hospital. But was afraid. Considering it again. I have class and work . But my isolation is painful Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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