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I Think am a psychopath i enjoy hurt my husband and myself ...i am going to hell 

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you do show a number of psychopath traits except that you have shown remorse... unless it was just manipulation to get attention.  its kinda hard to nail that down over text on a screen, which it is. 

God is not far away in some magical fairy tale wonderland.  He is right here, right now.  He can help you overcome whatever it is that keeps from living how He says to live.  you Just have to seek Him. 

are you born again?

 

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11 hours ago, Ella said:

I Think am a psychopath i enjoy hurt my husband and myself ...i am going to hell 

Ella,

A psychopath doesn't enjoy hurting themselves. 

I really don't understand your posts.  

It seems all your posts do is spread negativity and pull away the attention from others. You post words like islam, LGBT, death, demons, devil, hell, transgender, and then never really ask a question.  It seems like you just want to share such things and not listen to advice, for whatever reason.  I've even told you twice before, there is a section on here for prayer or counselling but yet, here we are again, another negative post and no real question.

Plenty of kind people have gave heartfelt advice in your other posts and yet there is no signs of change in you.  You also mentioned in another post that you do seek attention.

If you have a real problem, then listen to the real answers you've been given.  If you don't have a real problem, be aware that your posting before a real God as well.  

Apologies, I won't bother you anymore or reply in further posts.

Bye for now.

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5 hours ago, Tzephanyahu said:

Ella,

A psychopath doesn't enjoy hurting themselves. 

I really don't understand your posts.  

It seems all your posts do is spread negativity and pull away the attention from others. You post words like islam, LGBT, death, demons, devil, hell, transgender, and then never really ask a question.  It seems like you just want to share such things and not listen to advice, for whatever reason.  I've even told you twice before, there is a section on here for prayer or counselling but yet, here we are again, another negative post and no real question.

Plenty of kind people have gave heartfelt advice in your other posts and yet there is no signs of change in you.  You also mentioned in another post that you do seek attention.

If you have a real problem, then listen to the real answers you've been given.  If you don't have a real problem, be aware that your posting before a real God as well.  

Apologies, I won't bother you anymore or reply in further posts.

Bye for now.

Albert Fish, who was the real life person portrayed in the movie silence of the lambs as the character buffalo bill, said all sorts of things concerning causing himself pain.  one thing he had said he enjoyed was putting needles completely under the skin at the waist of his pants and going out shopping or in public and never letting on about the pain to anyone.  He claimed it was exhilarating.  

Psychopathy is something that with time people can get better from.  Some people make tremendous turnarounds in life while others only make little progress.  it takes a good amount of time, medicine, counseling, and statistics show that with good diet, exercise, and intense prayer and worship sessions every day do help tremendously.  i was told this by a very good spirit filled christian counselor.  The thing is they have to be willing to fight it.  I am not convinced psychopathy is purely a mental problem as it deals with conscious and remorse.  that has some to do with our heart, not just our brain.  I am no doctor though. 

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You know, when I was a wee baby boy new to the internet, I would play as a character so that no creepy old men would want to track me down, as I was at that age. I was not a 12 year old boy, but rather, a 22 year old man who worked at a grocery store. Or an old country bumpkin (57 years old) who had an inappropriate sense of humor. Or a rigid 24 year old woman who was rather cold to people. All this to deter pedophiles from getting too interested, though pretending to a woman opened up a whole different revenue of weirdos wanting me to be their Runescape gf.

Eventually though, I began creating backstories and events occuring to these characters, so as to be interesting. The stock boy got an (imaginary) girlfriend. The bumpkin recalled really gross tales from his youth. The woman would eventually (after being bothered enough) recount a sad history to explain her disdain and distrust of people. I liked having people to talk to, having people give me their attention.

As I got older though, I eventually realized... That this was not healthy. They did not like me. They liked my character. They did not pay attention to me. They paid attention to my characters. I had found a girl online who I honestly rather liked, but I did not present myself honestly to her, and so she liked my character rather than me. Rather than spin tales to try and appear interesting, should I not ammend my disinteresting self, and try to become interesting in my own right? Then I would not have to lie, neither would I again meet a girl I liked only to ruin it by being disingenuous. 

For that matter, thinking on it after the fact, I think it was a way for me to avoid people, if that makes sense. I could lock myself away within me, and become another, so that people would see my mask rather than myself. It could have been because I had a much greater distaste for myself then than I do now, but I honestly don't know; i've tried getting into my mind when I was younger, and I don't understand why I did most of anything I did then.

Attention means little. The more eyes you have on you, the more likely they will see you when you slip. The more you have to watch yourself, with your words and with your actions. I honestly prefer to not be noticed anymore. I enjoy being by myself rather than flapping my gums. For that matter, to be disinteresting isn't too terrible either. How many people can you honestly say are interesting? When you realize that you're just as boring and mundane as everyone else, and that the "interesting" people are only interesting to themselves, attention becomes far less needed.

Perhaps you are not disingenuous and we are all looking foolish. I would hope that, at the very least, you could understand our incredulity. I just thought i'd share, as i've seen a few of your posts, and a number of the others think you're just attention-seeking. If i'm wrong, I apologize.

As for the topic itself, a psychopath holds no remorse nor regard for good or evil. They could brush their teeth or they could sodomize a chicken; their brain shows no difference between the two activities. Given that you feel bad about it, i'd reckon you simply have issues that must be sorted out. You need to not only pray, but also discuss this with your husband.

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IF AM THAT BAD WHY DONT YOU BAN ME  ???  ID LIKE  MY ACCOUNT AND POSTS DELETED  PLEASE 

 

THERE ARE GOOD PEOPLE ON THIS FORUM BUT THERE ARE ONE OR TWO WHO CAN GO TO HELL PEOPLE WHO DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IT MEANS BY JESUS LOVE   

JESUS LOVES EVERYONE NO MATTER WHAT 

 

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43 minutes ago, Ella said:

IF AM THAT BAD WHY DONT YOU BAN ME  ???  ID LIKE  MY ACCOUNT AND POSTS DELETED  PLEASE 

 

THERE ARE GOOD PEOPLE ON THIS FORUM BUT THERE ARE ONE OR TWO WHO CAN GO TO HELL PEOPLE WHO DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IT MEANS BY JESUS LOVE   

JESUS LOVES EVERYONE NO MATTER WHAT 

 

.... but are your born again?

if you were to die right now, do you know where you would spend eternity?  

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Am born again yes 

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1 hour ago, Ella said:

IF AM THAT BAD WHY DONT YOU BAN ME  ???  ID LIKE  MY ACCOUNT AND POSTS DELETED  PLEASE 

 

THERE ARE GOOD PEOPLE ON THIS FORUM BUT THERE ARE ONE OR TWO WHO CAN GO TO HELL PEOPLE WHO DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IT MEANS BY JESUS LOVE   

JESUS LOVES EVERYONE NO MATTER WHAT 

 

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THERE ARE GOOD PEOPLE ON THIS FORUM BUT THERE ARE ONE OR TWO WHO CAN GO TO HELL PEOPLE WHO DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IT MEANS BY JESUS LOVE   

What is Jesus love? 

John 3:16 

16 For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

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i have asked Jesus to be my lord and savour i prayed tonight for the first time i opened my heart and soul to jesus am not going to the LGBT CHURCH ANYMORE AM NOT TRANSGENDER  AND I WILL NOT BECOME MUSLIM  ....

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