dahlia248 Posted March 1, 2021 Group: Mars Hill Followers: 1 Topic Count: 51 Topics Per Day: 0.04 Content Count: 114 Content Per Day: 0.09 Reputation: 21 Days Won: 0 Joined: 08/18/2020 Status: Offline Share Posted March 1, 2021 (edited) I have been battling with mental issues. To give an idea of the seriousness of this. This is what has happened: - Urinating in class suddenly without any thought of going to the bathroom - I repeat actions without meaning to, for example, if there is a particular object in a room and I keep on accidentally hitting it over, and then try to put the object upright, I end up repeating the same action over and over again within a short period of time - I sometimes do not know where I am. I may be in public going somewhere, and all of a sudden I do not know where I am and I cannot find the place I am going to, so I ended up walking in circles, unable to find the place I was going to. -I have no memories of having children even though I do have children in real life. I have no memory of things I should have memory of. My mind has blocked out years of my life completely. - I have a hard time finding simple objects. If I am told to find an object for example on a dresser, I keep searching and searching for the object even though it is right in front of me - If I am given simple things to do I cannot do it. For example if I am told to walk in a line and go on stage, which is something that should be easy for me to do, I get confused, my mind becomes muddled and I do not know what to do at all - I do not recognize people I know sometimes. Therefore I keep mixing up people with each other, so for example I am talking to a person and think that I am speaking to my sister - I switch personalities easily so one moment I may be behaving normal, then suddenly one of my child alter comes through, and I am unable to understand simple things and keep asking questions and asking for help. - I do not take care of myself physically the way I should. So I may dress inappropriately, I may put on my old high school uniform like I am still in high school, my hair may not be combed and styled the way it should etc. - I find it difficult to study for upcoming exams because I am unable to concentrate on a book I am reading etc. I find it extremely difficult at time to read a book from start to finish. When in exams I get confused easily and keep breaking exam rules. -I also take up objects for no reason, I have no idea why I do this. Because of all the above people who hate me purposely try to make my life more difficult. When I keep repeating actions they laugh at me and try to get other people to be annoyed at me, so that they can also bully me. I am purposely asked to search for an object that is right in front of me, and when I can't find it I am berated. People have called be stupid, a fool because I have difficulty doing simple tasks. I am bullied often because I am not normal like other adults. Edited March 1, 2021 by dahlia248 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Whyme Posted March 1, 2021 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 1 Topic Count: 82 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 2,300 Content Per Day: 1.99 Reputation: 1,125 Days Won: 10 Joined: 02/16/2021 Status: Offline Share Posted March 1, 2021 2 hours ago, dahlia248 said: I have been battling with mental issues. To give an idea of the seriousness of this. This is what has happened: - Urinating in class suddenly without any thought of going to the bathroom - I repeat actions without meaning to, for example, if there is a particular object in a room and I keep on accidentally hitting it over, and then try to put the object upright, I end up repeating the same action over and over again within a short period of time - I sometimes do not know where I am. I may be in public going somewhere, and all of a sudden I do not know where I am and I cannot find the place I am going to, so I ended up walking in circles, unable to find the place I was going to. -I have no memories of having children even though I do have children in real life. I have no memory of things I should have memory of. My mind has blocked out years of my life completely. - I have a hard time finding simple objects. If I am told to find an object for example on a dresser, I keep searching and searching for the object even though it is right in front of me - If I am given simple things to do I cannot do it. For example if I am told to walk in a line and go on stage, which is something that should be easy for me to do, I get confused, my mind becomes muddled and I do not know what to do at all - I do not recognize people I know sometimes. Therefore I keep mixing up people with each other, so for example I am talking to a person and think that I am speaking to my sister - I switch personalities easily so one moment I may be behaving normal, then suddenly one of my child alter comes through, and I am unable to understand simple things and keep asking questions and asking for help. - I do not take care of myself physically the way I should. So I may dress inappropriately, I may put on my old high school uniform like I am still in high school, my hair may not be combed and styled the way it should etc. - I find it difficult to study for upcoming exams because I am unable to concentrate on a book I am reading etc. I find it extremely difficult at time to read a book from start to finish. When in exams I get confused easily and keep breaking exam rules. -I also take up objects for no reason, I have no idea why I do this. Because of all the above people who hate me purposely try to make my life more difficult. When I keep repeating actions they laugh at me and try to get other people to be annoyed at me, so that they can also bully me. I am purposely asked to search for an object that is right in front of me, and when I can't find it I am berated. People have called be stupid, a fool because I have difficulty doing simple tasks. I am bullied often because I am not normal like other adults. I'm not normal either. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Whyme Posted March 1, 2021 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 1 Topic Count: 82 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 2,300 Content Per Day: 1.99 Reputation: 1,125 Days Won: 10 Joined: 02/16/2021 Status: Offline Share Posted March 1, 2021 I find that when others mistreat me that God's grace sustains me. Its a weakness but God's grace is made perfect in weakness. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Who me Posted March 1, 2021 Group: Royal Member Followers: 5 Topic Count: 17 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 3,298 Content Per Day: 1.73 Reputation: 1,685 Days Won: 0 Joined: 01/27/2019 Status: Offline Share Posted March 1, 2021 6 hours ago, dahlia248 said: Urinating in class What do your teachers think of how you are being treated? Have you seen a doctor, psychiatrist etc and are you getting any medication etc. What do your parents say about how you are being treated? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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