I recently (1-3-2018) have had my whole world devastated. My husand and I have been married 24 years, we have no children. I have been a christian since I was 12 and he supposedly got saved couple of years ago. I had to go onto his phone to get pics from a recent vacation and looked at his text messages and was broken when I read what I read and saw images of things that should never been taken pics of but should only be viewed by husband and wife. The text messages were to several different men going back quite a while in time about 6 months, him stating what he wished to do to these men and with them and where he would meet them. When I confronted him, he did not deny but swears it was only phone sex, as if that was a harmless thing and that they never actually met, well after digging into him further he did confess to meeting one man at his house. I am so blown away, we have had a normal relationship status in the bedroom and I cannot believe what I have found out. He says he does not feel that he is homosexual and that he ws just messing around. Well, this my friends, is not a matter in my mind and heart to be blown off as if it were harmless and not shameless. It is killing me. He keeps crying and apologizing profusely and went to the alter on sunday but I still cannot trust him and wonder If I should just get a divorce. I am so confused. I feel he is only sorry he got caught because I asked him when was he planning on sharing with me that he had these addictions, he would not give an answer, he keeps saying I am so sorry I hurt you", but not once heard "I am sorry that I ever did this" as if it were not nothing to talk about.
