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Thanks guys!!!! I really love my family. It breaks my heart that my family is worshiping the wrong gods and i can't do anything about it because my dad is an authoritarian to the nth degree. 

p.s. that doll on the left corner really creeps me out.

Hi guys,

Just wanted to give an update. I'm really really really really thankful for all your prayers. I didn't want to bother other people by having them pray for me. I was so wrong!!! I understand now the power of prayer most especially when a lot of people pray for you. That's why i wanted to finish all the prayer requests in this website ...( but forgive me i'm just a man haha, i didnt get to finish them all). I really owe you all big time and of course our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. 

God not only grace me with humility by giving me the strength to forgive my parents but also gave me renewed strength to avoid the casual "meets" with women, my obsession with pornography, my anger issues, my addiction to drugs etc... WOW.... God is really good.... Instead of giving me just one thing.... He gave it all in one go!!!!

I humbly like to ask for your help again brothers and sisters. For myself, that i may continue in the right path. For my family, that they may come to know our Lord Jesus Christ and to stop worshiping the wrong god (Buddha and Catholic Idols - polytheism). For my very dear friend Sammy who has been very supportive of me. He didn't give me any details except that he mentioned he is going thru tough times now and is spiritually weak. 

Thank you so much Fam in Christ!!!!

Much love!!!

Hi guys,

Just wanted to give an update. I'm really really really really thankful for all your prayers. I didn't want to bother other people by having them pray for me. I was so wrong!!! I understand now the power of prayer most especially when a lot of people pray for you. That's why i wanted to finish all the prayer requests in this website ...( but forgive me i'm just a man haha, i didnt get to finish them all). I really owe you all big time and of course our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. 

God not only grace me with humility by giving me the strength to forgive my parents but also gave me renewed strength to avoid the casual "meets" with women, my obsession with pornography, my anger issues, my addiction to drugs etc... WOW.... God is really good.... Instead of giving me just one thing.... He gave it all in one go!!!!

I humbly like to ask for your help again brothers and sisters. For myself, that i may continue in the right path. For my family, that they may come to know our Lord Jesus Christ and to stop worshiping the wrong god (Buddha and Catholic Idols - polytheism). For my very dear friend Sammy who has been very supportive of me. He didn't give me any details except that he mentioned he is going thru tough times now and is spiritually weak. 

Thank you so much Fam in Christ!!!!

Much love!!!

Don't give up brother! Life is too precious to throw away. It is a gift of our loving God! I contemplated in suicide before. If it weren't for God, i would have pushed through. Now even if i'm not really that big of a help to anyone, I am still another person helping you by praying for you  Hope you live life to the fullest and pray for others as well  We also need your help  

I was also a little abusive (Verbally) but to girlfriends before. I'm not married yet, thank God for this. I also got abused by my mom when i was younger and took it out on the beautiful women in my life. I didn't realize i had a problem until God decided to punish me for this and it opened my eyes to my own sickness. Be strong sister. We are praying for you and your husband! There is always hope with the Lord by our side!!!

Praying that your children are protected always and you find peace in this troublesome situation. Also praying that the two other people will know of our Lord Jesus Christ and find love joy and peace as well. Stay strong brother!!!

I almost got killed twice by car accident. Didn't know the Lord at that time. God really loves us brother. Don't waste your life  You are very very precious and God can really use a man like you to strengthen our other siblings in Christ  Praying for you to find strength and courage to live life to the fullest for others and for our Lord Jesus Christ  

Remember God loves you so much. I also had problems with drugs, sex, alcohol and anger. But in the end, know that God is always faithful and very very able  Much love from your brother in Christ

Hi. Don't give up. Keep asking for prayers and pray each day. I was also a drug addict on marijuana. I thought i could never overcome it but thru everyone prayers and by the grace of God, i am slowly healing  

Our Lord is always there for you Amber  I had the same problem before. Just be patient and continue to trust in the Lord. Love from your brothers and sisters in Christ.

On 3/20/2018 at 6:30 AM, KPaulG said:

Praying.

How's everything going now?

Hey KPaulG,

Still a bit distant with family.  But we show our occasional love by asking our help to give the food we bought for each other (Because saying i love you is almost non-existent in the Chinese community). 

My biggest problem now is my dad (Mom is currently in a comma). We got into a fight recently. I know my pride is getting in the way. He finds it hard to trust me in almost every situation. I pleaded with him to at least trust me on God. Yet he shuts me down before i can even say something about the Bible.

I feel like my parents and I never really had a real relationship. My dad was too busy building his empire and my mom is a different story altogether.

Mom grew up rich and spoiled. Did what she wanted, paid for it by being complacent at school. She had a hard time talking to people and relating to current events and even technology. Depression started early for her. We had no clue before. We only found out because her mental state deteriorated when dad got super sick (COPD and went to ICU).  My sister and brother went away to study in high school and college at abroad. I was the only one left at home and was constantly being abused by my mom - Physically and emotionally. I was her "punching bag" everyday since my dad had to leave for work.

I didn't realize until recently that i already had an issue myself. I was severely depressed and angry all the time. I didn't think so much about it. Until i did some things that, for me, are totally unforgivable as a son (One example: I didn't visit them in the ICU when they both were near death, i chose to lock myself in my room and did whatever i wanted out of rebellion and anger). I am a total loser and a sinner. I don't even know how to help myself. That's why i'm really asking for prayers. Because only God can change my heart and my mind. Thanks for being here Worthy family.

Thank you all. There is little improvement over the pass few days. I am lessening my sins each day. Its really hard but i'm trying and i know the Holy Spirit is helping me as well thanks to everyone's prayer. 

Hi brother,

For me.... everything that is good in you comes from God. I have some good insights also and all i think about is....

1. maybe God just wants me to know that. Giving me some freebie realities to what truths He might want all of us to find out when we are in Heaven

2. maybe God wants me to use that when the right opportunity or discussion or person comes along

3. maybe God is testing me on how i use it? Do i give myself praise by surprising people with the awesome logic i present or do i use it, in the humblest ways, to prove God's existence love mercy etc...

Trust in the Lord and all glory and power is His!

Much love!

Hi guys,

I've been following these things (both from websites and youtube channels for the last year) and it occurred to me.... isn't Mel Gibson making sequel to the movie "Passion of Christ"? Wouldn't it be awesome if the movie went out and even more people got saved before the tribulation starts? It also completes the message of the Bible wherein our Lord's resurrection is just as important as His death. 

Thank you guys. Really appreciate it!