I really need help sorting this out.. yesterday I was leaving for work and I noticed a man in a car backing up into the handicap parking spot near my apt.. i felt like I needed to watch him for some reason it felt off... and it seemed like he was watching me also but from a small distance ( maybe just a feeling) then he drove his car and parked by the mailbox instead. I didn't see him get out as I was still driving to get out of the gate. I was driving on the street and noticed his car was still by the mailbox..my apt is on the 2nd story and also on the corner so I can see everything from the street. As I was driving I seen him running up my stairs so I did a uturn and went back to my apt. He and his vehicle were gone though I never seen him drive out of the gate.
The reason why this bothers me so much is because my manager changed my schedule for yesterday a couple days ago and the only ones who knew about it was my boss and my boyfriend. Who was at my apt sleeping at the time. He has had alot of spiritual issues since day 1 of being with me he has been delivered from what I thought everything... but because there was alot of issues I have been very wounded by him and am trying to heal. One of the issues was being confused about sexual preference.. though he said he has never been with a man in his life bit has thought about it. He's told me many things and I just prayed him through.. he hasn't said any of that for over a year but this happened. He told me that the guy was not there for him and that he was asleep. But I am very uncomfortable with it right now.... he has changed quite a bit for the better and he prays and reads the bible with me every night... We live 4 hours from eachother but he was visiting this weekend as he does often.. he is not social and doesn't have friends that he hangs out with here or where he lives but that guy seemed like he knew who I was and my schedule. Am I just wounded and paranoid? Please help me
