Andrewoder1999

I’ve read that me not feeling guilt at all may not be ‘all spiritual’ it could be from other underlying psychological issues. I hope that is the case for me. I hope that it’s not all spiritual.

Even though my conscience is seared beyond recovery I will read that forever if need be.

Here’s something I wrote on a piece of paper: “The one who comes to me I will certainly not cast out”- John 6:37 “Ask and it will be given to you: seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you”-Matthew 7:7 Stop focusing on myself and start focusing on Christ and what He did for me! He has spoke to me through strangers! Never give up! I can’t make myself believe, I’ve tried. i will read that forever If need be.

But the verse in mark about the unforgivable sin teaches that it is unforgivable because they deliberately spoke against the Spirit.

Thanks for the advice. I will try to stop focusing on myself and focus on Christ and what He did for me.

Selah 7 The Pharisees committed it. They were not true believers. They were just religious. I am convinced that I have a reprobate mind I’ve tried to repent but I can’t. I am completely numb to my sin. Maybe I should stop focusing so much on myself and start focusing on Christ. It’s so so easy to look at ourselves.

To be honest I might have a little bit of guilt left. I am muddled in depression right now so that might be a factor.

Even though I’m not born again I will try to reprogram my thoughts. I hope it works I’ve let myself absorb so much garbage over the years, violent video games, pornography, cursing, etc. thanks for the advice. I will try to have hope.

I will reprogram my thoughts. I’ve read that when the mind has been given into evil. It takes time and effort to transform them into pure and holy thoughts.

Yes that is man by default, BUT what I mean by not normal is I completely Murdered my conscience God gave me. It’s seared beyond recovery. I can commit any sin known to man and not feel remorse about it. People don’t take me seriously when I say my conscience is dead. I am being 100 percent brutally honest here. Stick to God people. Don’t murder your conscience.

I am going to be blunt honest here. I have no guilt at all and have no conviction of sin. I don’t operate like a normal human being. I wish I at least had guilt and even better conviction of sin.

Nothing can penetrate my heart. My heart is as hardened as a serial killer. I’ve prayed and prayed and no answer my mind IS reprobate. Go to christianforums and look up uses galnaros invalidusername I’m in their situation but the difference is I’ve never been born again.

I’ve heard nothing is an accident when it comes to God.

Maybe God has led me here or not. Well I did have some strangers bring up Jesus to me and I did find gospel tracts. I live in Kentucky though. I’ve heard nothing is a coincidence when it comes to God.