Actually, I am going through the same epiphany right now -- very same thought. It took many attempts just to answer this because it keeps going through my head that I should stay quiet but it seems when it was going through your mind you just rebelled against it so I am trying to do the same. Another thought that goes through my mind along with it is: "there is absolutely nothing that can't be taken away from me!"
This my maiden attempt at try to make a reply. I thought I was ready to hit "send" and then another reply box popped up so you may get it twice but hopefully it works at least once. I just pasted me message in the second box too. If I messed it up I apologize.