DoaK1992

So, I have been 'saved' three times, but I realized that I didn't mean it any of those times. The first time I was 'saved,' I was little, so of course, I didn't mean it. The second time, I didn't mean it either. The third time, I just said it because I was scared of going to hell. If I tell my parents or any of my family members, they'll get upset with me. I know they will. I want to be saved and I want to be saved by faith but I feel like if I try again it'll just be the same reason. (By the way, sorry if this is a bit confusing)

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so I was watching [video not approved] and it made me curious..."would heaven get boring after a few thousand years?" I hope not

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So, I bumped into pictures of these 'Feminine Boys,' and I suppose you could say I 'forced' the attraction away, and it worked. I was no longer attracted to them at all (I wasn't even attracted to men in general in the first place), but I wanted to know if it's still considered gay to force attractions away. I understand the concept of 'attraction can't be controlled,' but still... I don't want to go to hell for this or to be labeled as gay, bisexual, etc. (I hope this makes sense; I'm not very good at making sense.)