changinglives4christ

Is there anyone that is married and you have found out that your husband is not attracted to you. Can anyone tell me what do you do when you fight every day to stay faithful to a man that doesn't notice you. you desire for him to hold and hug you but in return he tells you that sex or anything accociated with touching is not important. Please tell me what do you do. He is attracted to the type of women that you won't want to be seen with in public you know the type of women that you find on the XXX sights and I fight and I fight. I love Jesus so much and i don't want to disapoint him in any kind of way. Please help me!!!!!!!! we have a computer at home and I just hate it and I go some where else when I can to get on the computer . I don't want to fail but I am so tired. I am medium size and if a man don't desire a man such as my self why don't you let me go so I can be happy and romantic with someone that loves God as much as I do. What do I do?

Hay is there anyone out there that has any information on or about goverment sites that I can get free grant money. I do not know of any one that has ever done this. My husband and I are trying to but a home and we don't have the money to pay down or fix it up. we can afford the house payments and utilities every month. I am in search of some help. I don't trust to sites on the internet, because you have to pay and it could not be true. If anyone can please help me and my family. I just do not know what to do, or which way to go, or what to ask for, or anything. I believe there is money out there but you have to know where to look. please help

This should not even be a thought in your mind. If you are a christian giving your life for the glory of God. Why ask. The enemy is using this to distract you, and if you are having any feelings you should go to your church and get a total deliverence from this. If you are not willing you won't end up where you would like to. The right choice is in front of you, chose life, not death!