finding God (angel)

I look at myself

I see a very hurt person

I can't believe I am so depressed

I look at my family and they are so happy

My family don't get alone

We never hardly speak

I look around people always talking

I can't open my mouth to say hi

^is a good person to talk to

weak

I am listening to no music.I haven't listened to music in a while.

I am a female.I made a mistake on my profile.

^I don't care

^just want to know you better

I am not a happy person

I am lost and confused

My favorite word is discombobulated

People say I need help

I am lost in this world

Where do I start

I am going insane

And I am all messed up

I can't write a happy poem

It seems impossible

wonderingwhatdayitis@needacalander.com

isitmorningalready@whattimeisit.com

istodaygoiingtogobyfast@whenwillthedayend

^should pm me

^would like to know him

^I PMed you now write back

^hope we can be friends

I am not the best at it either.

I try to put a smile on my face

When I wake up in the morning

But it always seems to turn upside down

As the day goes by

I can't escape from my life

I need a escape root

I can't stand living in my skin

I want to run from everybody but mostly myself

I want to live in a different body

It seems to me like I am always depressed

I can't remember the last time I was truly happy

Can I escape from myself

I know I can somehow

I can escape myself by death

But so many people say they will miss me

Lord just help me to find a escape

From myself whom I hate

all I can draw is horses.

^cool person

^would like to know him better

thinksforcaringsomuch@Ifeelthelove.com

needsomesleep@whereisabed.com

toworried@cannoteat.com

familyproblems@needtobeolder.com

gladIknowIcantalktoanybodyhere@friends.com

Iwanttobeinvisble@noreflection.com

I can't bare to look at myself

I can't bare to look at ther scars on my wrist

But I keep cutting because I can't stop

I look in the mirror I now start to see a reflection

But I want the reflection to go away

I cry to see the sight of myself

I am tired of actting like I am happy

I am tired of wearing his mask

I can't pull myself together

I am so confused

Make the mirrors go away

Make them disappear

I can't take it anymore

I look at the scars on my wrist

But then I make a new one

I cut deeper each I look at my scars

And wonder why I am still alive

Make it go away

I want to be invisble

I can't stand my reflection

I hate mirrors

Sorry my computer started messing up so I didn't know if it posted what I said the first time or not.So that is both about Gamma Girl what I said both times.Sorry but I can't help computer problems.

^nice

^trustworthy

^I don't know her but would like to

^she is very nice.

^I hope to meet her and talk to her.

^She seems very trustworthy.

afriendmaybedead@worried.com

Ineedsomesleep@nap.com

Ineedablade@cut.com

Iamconfused@discombobulated.com

Ican'tstopcrying@tears.com

How are my poems??????????????????

Speak to others

Speak to me

Speak to the Lord above

Speak out loud

Speak to the trees

Speak to your animals at home

Speak to birds that fly to the air

Speak to the mountains

Speak to yourself

Speak to the world

Speak to anybody who will listen

Speak to me I will listen

I play cards

I play ball

I want to play guitar

I want to play in a play

I want to be antisocial

I want to be jumping around

And be a happy person

Friends will last forever

If you are truely friends

Friends trust each other

And don't lie to one another

Friends are like sisters

Friends nevr betray

Friends have your back

And will care for you no matter what

Friends will help you even if you don't want that help

So be friends with somebody forever